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MUACKS

bahbah lala love forever!

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TAN WEI SHAN
THERESE
unpredictable/ebullient/screwy

Princess of my Father God
City harvestor:)
EGGTEEN
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Nanyang Polytechnic
[MIT-0502]
my frenster!

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HONEY LOVES
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♥ JESUS CHRIST & ABBA
♥ MY MOMMA & PAPPA
♥ MY BOYFREN
♥ MY CHURCH (God's hse)
♥ S.I.T CLUB
♥ GIRLFRENS
♥ SLEEPOVERS, MAHJONG SESSIONS
♥ CAPITAL LETTERS
♥ COLOURS (esp RED & PINK)
♥ ROSES & TULIPS
♥ EGGS!! FERRERO. BUFFETS :D
♥ BUBBLE TEA & ICE BLENDS
♥ SWEET CONFECTIONERY
♥ DORAEMON!!
♥ PRESENTS, SURPRISES
♥ BLOGGING, BUT JUST LAZY :D
♥ SHOP SHOP SHOPPING!
♥ AND THIS DATE; 270906.

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- i'll update my wishlist often!! :D

♠ REVIVAL
(more than any other things)
♠ ONE TOUCH
♠ ~~HAIR-CUT!~~
♠ FASIO BLUSHER
♠ FULL-LENGTH MIRROR!
♠ PAINT MY ROOM
♠ PEDICURE SESSIONS
♠ ~~SILKY HAIR BAND~~
♠ BLACK BEADED NECKLACE
♠ ~~BEST FREN NECKLACE~~
♠ ~~PINK HP POUCH~~
♠ COUPLE TEE
♠ SCRAPBOOK MATERIAL
♠ ~~SOIL COLORED BAGS~~
♠ ~~GREY SKINNY JEANS~~
♠ ~~BLACK SKINNY JEANS~~
♠ ~~BLACK CARDIGAN~~
♠ ~~GREY CARDIGAN~~
♠ ~~CHECKERED HEELS~~
♠ ~~STOCKINGS!~~
♠ HAVIANAS
♠ CALVIN KLEIN PERFUME
♠ SHORT JEANS
♠ ~~PAIR OF NIKE DUNKS~~
♠ ROLLING STONES TOP!!
♠ LATEST ADOBE SET
♠CHECKERED DRESS
♠ ~~SLIM BELTS~~
♠VOLCOM 2-SIDE BIKINI
♠ MORE TOPS PLEASE
♠ ENDLESS SHOPPING SPREEEE

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YEAH

theres my frenster link up there
and i wont have any tagboard for the time being.
comment columns will be set up by september?
meantime, take much cares!
im still still contactable through frenster :D

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☆罗志祥--好朋友☆
☆词曲:kang.hyun min☆

像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄
曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
歌词提供再兴
☆☆☆☆
曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
ho 还会不会寂寞
你说我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心
会永远的寂寞
呜..☆.
☆献给永远走在一起的朋友
-my new blog song-

i cried. very badly jux now. i felt as if my world's ending. this time, i so close to dying, an strong urge to plunge into depression sprung up within me. i forced myself not to. der more i tried not to stop, der weaker i felt. my flesh's tired. my spirit's sick. my emotions are dying off. i really jux wan to leave myself this way; to get this life wasted. i thought i was a rat in this world. created for wasting, i sinned wit these thoughts. all negatives that are opposite God's words, i have it all. even der thought to cut my wrist. felt so unloved n wasted. regrets in life makin me lousy. everything. came to me.

i cried, cried, cried.. since more than 3 weeks ago till now. everyday. no one knows. wads beneath all my concealers, foundations, eye-liners n blusher? n wads behind my laughters, smiley-faces, fun side? i told no one. even to my closest one, i hide this side. i dont know why. i dont wan their attentions. it feels horrible to have this kinda attentions. i rather let myself be this way, my own. first night was tough to hide. subsequently, crying became something "regular" for me before i sleep. 自我催眠 everyday.

know wad it feels lyk to feel fat? to feel ugly? to feel useless? limited? neglected? unlove? lousy? stressed? threatened? stupid? regret? poor? weak? to feel to be der last of everything? it hurts. frm deep inside. rem in one of my blog entries i asked, "wad happens if lighting strikes on a sunny day?" and so wad happens? things jux topple. one's world came crashing down jux lyk that..

but as my everydays passes, my crying got worst. i cry even in mornings n sometimes, afternoons. close ones ard me start to discover. they didnt really understand. they were angry wit me. for being vulnerable n irritating. so unlike der weishan they knew beforehand. tat left me even more down. i thought i can lean on em. but they left me hanging there der same, this time, even more gravity.

but thank God. i picked up myself this time, w/o leaning on anyone ard me except Him. i was so close to depression. His love fell at that impt pt. to others, it means nothing. but to me, i experienced Him. He came n poured Himself so free, a father's love overflooded all my negatives. all along, i thought ONLY faith n God's words can truely set one free. i was so wrong. so wrong. its still der same ytd, today and tmr. love overcomes all. i lost myself in worship jux now. i heard Him. His promises, my covenant wit Him-*

more precious than silver, more costly than gold.
wad can this world offers when all i desire is You?
Your word speaks louder than this world. forever.

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