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Saturday, December 31, 2005


YEAR 2005's GONE!

WELCOME 2006!!


yeah yeahh!

HAPPY NEW YEAR.
I HEARD fireworks n people screaming..
sounds more like bombing (-_-; )
LOLs

in yr 2006;
i dont wan create any more regrets;
i swear ive gotten enough.
i will do my best in everything.
i BELEIVE 2006 will b better.

i WONT look back to da PAST.

thank god for all these.
for u sent jesus n washed away all my sins.

8:52 AM






2005's ending.
nver been more than excited to send tis yr go faster.


i tink i shld do some reflecting.
--> stepped into society for da first time; worked at levis.
--> received my o-lvls results.
--> got into nanyang poly; mit.
--> seperated for first time wif sec sch buddies.
(learnt to be independent.)
--> broke up wif tat guy in may. (im sorrie.)
--> got together with this guy in may.
--> ended relationship with tis guy in october.
--> got backstabbed for da first time.
--> went to city harvest; unexpectedly.
--> came to know god.
--> learnt to forgive n forget.
--> turned seventeen.
--> many chalets this yr. (bout 6-7?)
--> took alcohol for first time.
--> got drunk first time in life. (disgracing past)
--> became a tuition teacher in july.
--> came to noe a lot of frens in poly.
--> joined guitar club, quitted.
--> countdown for da freeeeaks!




i wan thanks all these ppl..
tey were wif mie throughout der yr;
jux by tinkin of em gives me a glimpse of hope n strenth to move on.

thx angel5 clan
[jiajia, ivy, kehluh, taigor]
im glad tat we're still one piece;
foreva it'll be.


thx darl jess
i miss all der funs n laughters;
though we drifted apart;
i believe we're always one :)
i will PULL u back wif all my mite in 2006! xD


thx yiling
for all der midnight hangouts
u realli worn me out man, but i love it.

thx andrea n gang
ur grp n mine has lots more to catch up
in this chinese new yr!


thx serene n kunlin
thx thx. thx a lot for all der phonecalls.
serene: we'll always best frens rite?
maybe 10 yrs down da road da 4 of us will b all happier huhs? :D


thx deenie n stacy
for owning me back!
i miss u LOTS.


thx derrick
for always listening to my craps. haas!
n all da consoling words :))


thx terry n keong
u guys r really idoits.
but u're always da true-est ones.
terry: thx for all da gym sessions.
i'll try again this time, i swear!! no more temptations..


thx reb n pengs
for being there.
pengs: thx for da god.


thx C__ n N__
for all der love n past. :))

thx mummy n daddy
for all der scoldings n nagging :x
it makes me grow lahs. :)


thx for all others
who've helped me in my work along da way.
some frm other classes in lecture too. thx.

7:54 AM





Thursday, December 29, 2005


woohoo! went kbox-ing wif yiling n arthus today.
haas! tat couple. so loving. buay tahan.
aniway, yiling went for genting holiday.
hope she'll noe how to zuo ren. :s HEES.

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arthus enjoying.

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sweet time lah..

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haas!! me wif ling :))

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thats wad frens r for;

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in nyp t-shirt.
its dumb to wear tat for k-box.

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toodoo..

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I DEMAND A BOYFREN!!

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future wonder women!

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arthus always singing :D haas!

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frens foreva

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bfore leavin.

aft tat ling went to lavender to change passport pic.
n i brought my student out.
PLS lor. she cost me a bomb in my pockets.
bought 1 neacklace, 1 hairband, 2 hair-pins
n sponser her lunch for her okies? wahaa.

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my student :)

den at night ling n her laogong came n drive me home.

lingg,
hope ya enjoy urself okiess?
take lotsa lotsa care huhs! :))

8:44 AM





Wednesday, December 28, 2005


gathered wif der gers ytd. :)
im so happie tat we're still as one even till today..
ytd's gathering got andrea, ivy, keh luh,siew lian n mie
n our plan is to catch KING KONG.
its a great show indeed; ming bu xu chuan
tat ann is so pretty; most of all, she possesses barbie dolls features.

pretty n slim.
haas!
im munching popcorns throughout der show.
CHAM. wen can i eva haf da determination to lose weight?!
hmpfs.. worst still, der show is a 3 hrs de. not 1hr+ or wad.
so imagine weishan sitting in her comfy position munching 3hrs of warm n sweet popcorn non-stop.
n oh yes.
throughout der show,
there're some gers yacking away behind me.
mind em! its a theatre; not disscussion room.
n perhaps they shld jux scrimble out a couple of dollars each
n share one huge tub of popcorns lyk me.
maybe tis way could block their big mouths.
i noe im wicked.


comment time__*
ppl critisize der show for being draggy.
nah. its jux perfect, i tink.
der show might b crippled if it were to be cut shorter
do they wan another harry porter's productions?
as in, der amt der show is cut.
hmpfs.. as for der amt of excitments n laughters
der show delivered to me was extremely PERFECT.
in conclusion, watch it.
its worth $7.50; or even $10.

8:25 AM





Sunday, December 25, 2005


MERRY CHRISTMAS.

haas. went town wif mummy today.
wif my aunts n cousins.
hooray. tat was fun.
qihui brought her boyfren along for der first time :)
aft some shoppin; we went to weijie de hse for a feast.
muahaas. i miss der tofu wif prawns!! :ss
anyway, qihui n her boyfren r so loving.
i oso wan!! gimme a boyfren!! LOL.
im a demanding freaak tis christmas. :D

went to meet yiling at mac at midnight.
bout 11pm? to 1am.. wif junliang oso.

aniwae, thx for all der presents.
1) junliang-- da cross necklace:)
2) yiling-- egg lil angel pendant frm moshi moshi!!
3) shireen-- pair of red sea-shells ear-rings
4) linda-- jesus christ bookmark n christmas card
5) he yao sun-- handwritten postcards as reply!! (WOW)
6) mummy-- 77th street skirt
7) jiajia a5c-- toe-ring frm pelini silver :))
8) taigor a5c-- parkers pen (gift xhange at marche)
9) sally-- lacey t-shirt :)
10) N242-- der hand made christ card
12) lish cousin-- da bracelet frm pelini silver :D
13) janience cousin-- der purple dangling ear-rings
14) yihui-- free neoprint session! LOLs. (c wen free first)

10:36 PM





Friday, December 23, 2005


tong yi n i had a realli pathetic aftnoon.
we pon data comm lab n went off to take a cab to town.
were standin in da middle of der road for whole 10mins
wen finally one empty cab stopped by.
but he rejected our request to orchard.
den we continued to wait n wait meaninglessly.
got a few other cabs oso rejected us.
were, of course, pissed.
but aft tat got one taxi uncle explain to us.
yuan lai is tat go town got traffic jam,
for der taxi drivers not worth it.
den we were so ..arghh!! n decided to take mrt.

went to meet taigor n andrea
settled at marche for dinner (as planned)..
we ordered quite a lot of food.
n most of all; i love der warm wine.
sweet n alcoholic; jux nice for mie :)

wen jiajia came, we start orderin food.
we jux ordered n ordered,
scan der card lyk nobody's buisiness.
haas..
andrea ordered her ham, cheese n dunno wad crepe..
shes been pining for it all day long.
i ordered mie fave rosti wif sour cream n
the tempura soft shell crab.
tats definitely der most fattenin dishes.
jiajia had her pizza, of course.
we wun torture her. :)
but shes got no rights to demand her choice of toppings
cos me n taigor were psycho-ing her
throughout on wad to choose. lols.
in der end we went to order for her. :xx
as for taigor,
she has got no ideas on wad to eat.
so i decide for her.
aftall, we're goin to share der food,
add up all money spent, n split all cost. :)
so i argued to haf a deep-fried pork knuckle set
yes. i won :DD
toodoo! tats our feast!
lastly, andrea n jiajia went to
ordered a bowl of stir-fried vegetables.
stir-fried vegetables?
nono. wen tey dish out, im so dissapointed.
its lyk.. a mushroom-family mountain
wif only some pathetic greens n orange spots for decoration.
u noe i hated mushrooms.
so of course i didnt haf much on tat.
as for deserts, i shared wif taigor der..
caramel-banana crepe wif espresso ice-cream

wen enjoyin our food, we took some pics.
(i'll post der photos once i transfer into my pc.)

n i,alone, pathetically paid bout $40+
arghh! im broke. but deliciously happie :)

9:27 AM





Thursday, December 22, 2005


oh gosh.
it mutha-fookin to do dreamweaver
it jux sux lah. arghh.
nver mind.
i will PERSERVERE to da last min!

hmpfs. i pon sp jux now..
kinda purposely overslp..
i noe tat im late lah. but still dun wan wake up.

saw amos at yck mrt AGAIN.
always c him there de. so qiao.
haiiya. his attitude to mie damn freakin
i c him oso pek chek
dun even bother entertain him or tok wif him
n of course; i nver realli go carefully look into him
for eg, wen i saw him jux now,
i walk very fast cos late le.
stupid enough for him to tink im competing wif him
haiiya.. dunno lahs. pek chek.

later goin to meet der ladies at heeren.
woots. yeah. we gonna haf party funs! :D

8:23 PM






aft sch went redhill there;
wif patrick n marcus.
its so far man; my god.
but at least we've got lots to chat n crap
throughout der whole journey.

so its entertainin, i supposed.

den we had our dinner there
a fattenin one for mie..
curry chicken wif egg n rice
cham. sae wun get fat is fake one.

aft tat we took a bus to orchard
to do some shoppin.
all der three of us got some shou huo.
i got mie mng jeans perfume! [$69.90]
marcus finally found some christmas gifts
for his buddies! [$30+]
n patrick?
he got himself a top.[$89.90]
wow. tat one is a super nice one.
i mean, its plain n dashing.

im so so so tired aft der day.
gd nites*

7:21 AM





Wednesday, December 21, 2005


very messy now; tots r bloodily messed up.
chiraporn will b shoo bac to thailand.
her mother cried in front of mie today.
lost of words--
wad can i sae?
cry wif her?
cant b ani more stupid if i were to cry tog wif her.
wad to do? c her lyk tat lor.
now wad?
she nid pay sch $3000 for a place to study.
n its primary sch okiess; mind u.
wad a bunch of useless dumbs r we!
we dont even nid pay more than $10 for pri sch!

7:24 AM





Tuesday, December 20, 2005


pon c-programmin today
den went tong yi's new condo slack
der grp of us were totally VAINPOTS!
haas.. we're playin n sharing make-ups tog,
n givin tips n new ideas..
sharing personal skills.. blah blah.
flippin magazines n discussin products..
its kinda fun :)

aft sch supposed to go tuition
but in der end cancel; im kinda tired.
went dinner wif keong.
aft tat we asked terry along.
n holy...
i finished 1 macdonald set!!
it damn fattening!
n i dare u; not a single fries left,
or any traces of sauce could b found.
aft tat terry commented tat ive grown rounder a lot.
n he n keong started formin stories, jokin n laughin
but half way through..
i cried.
i had a mild break-down..
machiam cry-baby nowadays
realli bcame very sensitive to ppl's comment..
i noe ive scared keong n terry..
sorrie; i dont mean it.
aft tat wen goin home,
i feel lyk bein alone for a short while..
so no matter how tough keong tries
to get mie on da bus,
i chose to walk home, alone tinkin..

in da past;
i used to comment on those gers
hu cry very fast upon hearing ppl saying em fat
i tink tey're stupid enough to cry
n tey're attention-seeking, worry too much.

n now?
retribution.
serves mie rite for havin those thots.
now tat im fat, i understand em.
understand y tey cry so easily,
so sensitive to ppl's comment..
i can get completely pissed wif mie own body,
feelin ugly n fat, n possesses low self esteem.

4:53 AM





Monday, December 19, 2005


slept at 3am in mornin.
i shldnt haf gone to sch

in der mornin, on mie way to sch
i ordered mie choco wafer for breakfast
den wen i wanna pay,
i realised tat i forgot to bring mie wallet.
slaps* how disgracful.
n i walk all der way home take.

den i rushed for mie lecture.
it supposed to start at 8am.
i reached at 8.30am..
was tinkin tat die lers.. later sure paiseh..
but nono. wen i walked in, im surprised cos no lecture
den yong quan burst out laughin
n ask mie y i reached sch so early.
it supposed to start at 9am den. SHIT.
haas. den i went to haf 2nd round of breakfast
wif siao siao n ah boh. hahaa..
but in der end tat dumb lecturer didnt even come!
how irresponsible.
feel lyk kickin his ass. arghh.
make mie rush lyk a mad dog n in der end earn noting.

reb lost her wallet tis aftnoon
shes realli frantic man;
n shes lyk, kp wantin to cry.
im lost too lahs. but i held her hands
n tog, we almost ran ½ of der nyp campus down.
luckily she found her wallet :))
thx to benny :) u're such a lovely guy. haas!
n also.. haiis.. emm..
she somewad hurt mie..
maybe she didnt even realise it,
i mean, its through her words n tone..
actually im as anxious as her;
n wen i tried to console her, she scolded mie..
maybe i shldnt use der word scold.
its harsh n loud;
loud enough for ppl to turn bac
n c wad kinda lousy fren im.
-SAD-
hmpfs. but i guess tats cos she lost her wallet
n maybe shes in confusion bah..
i realli hope she treasures our frenship as much as i do..

aft sch went causeway for a while.
supposed to watch movie wif alvin etc de.
but bfore tat;
xiu ying n nic acc mie for a while..
haiis. mie n nic realli noting to tok.
dunno y.. mie replies turned cold n dumb to him.
its natural, not on purpose..
in der end went to shop wif gor
n later at nite went tuition.
bo bian.. too tight lers.. nid $$.

feelin super down now.
i hate mieself every nite.
how can i numb mieself huhs?
someone teach mie?

im really FAT. no idea how to solve it.
even jux now nic oso got suan mie.. sad.

n its not only 1 or 2 times.
its several times lahs.
maybe to him, he's joking.
but to mie, its not.
im gettin too serious wen it comes to size.
im takin it as a joke in front of der 2 of em
n laugh wif em.. but haiis..
bhind der fake smile; im realli affected by it.
yes yes. i noe im asuming agains.
but i guess ppl c mie as a fat pig.

7:19 AM





Friday, December 16, 2005


ive got mie hair done.
tink its okie okie only lahs..
looks a bit funnie..
maybe not used to it for now.
later goin for colours of christmas party!
woots. hao(3) qi(1) dai(4) wors..
aniwae, hope everyting will b fine.
connie sae mie hair will b done at 2pm
but everyting complated at 3pm
so im late for mie lessons..
aniwae; here r der results..

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under der sunlight..

12:40 AM





Thursday, December 15, 2005


im goin to dye mie hair rite now..
so kan cheong..
cos 1st time mah..
plus i dunno wads goin to happen to mie..
dye plus highlight?
hope everyting turns out fine..
so scared tat later will b too ah lian or wad
but hope der hairdresser wun do tat to mie..
lol.. arghh. paiseh to marcus.
cannot wait for u le lah
i go dye first;
ps: u sae u wanna come along de,
but sad lah.. i noe u're still slpin away.
pengs sae effects might not b as well as wad i hope..
tats wad i scared!
but there's always first time.
i wanted to sae god bless..
but no more. no more god frm mie.

6:20 PM






now mie mum is naggin n naggin
fcukin pissed.
n worst still.
shes complainin to mie aunt
doesnt she noe mie aunt has got a big mouth?
gd. all mie relatives will soon noe.
ive been backstabbed so much in sch
cant she stop all der badmouthin?!
is she der onli one who haf problems?
as if i got no stress lyk tat.bloody hell.
cant she save some face for mie?
im already 17;
she nver understands mie.
she onli noe how to kp discouragin
n dig out old issues.
so angri wif mieself now. fcuk.
FINE. I REALLY CANNOT COMMUNICATE WIF HER.
FCUK;

mie looks;
i bloodily sux. every part of it is pathetic.
single eyelid, round nose, weird ears,
big mouth, big face, dark skin tone.
ppl sae gers will look perfect wif make-up.
i can NVER b pretty,
even if ive put on whole lots of powder n contact lens.
mie figure;
horribily FAT
i look disgustingly FAT.
laugh n ridicule mie all u wan. im FAT. i ADMIT.
im fcukingly FAT.
mie attitude;
sux so much
got bloody attitude in everyting.
im jux a grossifying idoit.
ive great attitude problem then.
mie frens;
gd. all leave mie 1 by 1.
all i got r quarrels n criticism
so jux go if u wan. leave mie hangin alone.
mie studies;
better fcukingly fail all subjects.
i hate books. bloody papers n notes.
im not cut to study. im NOT.
mie family;
fcukin unreasonable.
FINE. or im der unreasonable one.
mie god;
he NVER cares for mie.
NVER. oh lord. jux leave mie to rot den.


since no one in tis world gif a shit y shld i bloody care?
im not buildin animore trust in god.
i promise sista kaixin to go for tis srv.
n i will go as promised.
im not goin again aft tis sat.
im OUT of all these.
im not worth god's time.
its goin to b mie last srv. LAST.


for god:
god, im sorrie. i choose to gif up on u.
i cant sense u.
i dunno wad i gonna do in future.
jux leave mie to rot n go to those tat nid u more.
i dont worth all ur son's prayin
n im not wastin ani of ur time again.

8:08 AM






aft sch FORCED to go town meet mum
pangseh yiling cannot go swimming wif her;
shes angri, of course.
n so qiao, jess asked mie for dinner,
oso cannot. long time nver meet her le. 1 mth?
kezia de bdae chalet clashed
wif mie christmas bbq
both on 23/12, fridae.
kinda upset. im lost lah.

bought a guess wallet n a mng perfume
i fang qi der fcuk prfume le
since im losin interest in tat smell
at first dunno wad to buy
i stroll n stroll;
tinkin of wad to buy.
at first wanted to buy some clothes frm topshop
but i looked into der mirror
n c mie size den pek chek le.
SIAN. den wanted some skirts frm mango.
n looked into der mirror again,
im so fat. so i gave up.

6:59 AM





Wednesday, December 14, 2005


went swimming wif yiling today.
i shld sae im der silliest ger for der day;
i left mie bikini in der toilet!
n oh god. i jux realise it.
i wanted to go swimmin again tmr de.
but forget it since i lost mie bikini set
how unlucky m i.
oh
holahola.
im goin to save up
every pinch of single cent
ive got frm mie mum
n save it up to buy my second piece of bikini
heart aches*
im missin u; my bikini, im missin u..
n i got mieself tanned pathetically
lyk a real roasted dcuk
which has been jux served hot out frm der oven.
so sad
i can nver b fair.
NVER!!
life's unfair aniwae.
i believe god haf sth better for mie yeah?
n wen on train home today
i dunno wad got into mie.
i purposely, yeah, its on purpose.
argue wif him.
for wad i dunno.
haiiya. mie life is so awful.
got noting much to comment lers.


darl: gotta find her someday acc mie for 2nd set of bikini!!
:)) shes always da best bargainer partner for mie!
:xxxx

5:57 AM





Sunday, December 11, 2005


oh god. mie heart is breakin.
its goin to b all shattered.
i dont feel lyk doin aniting rite now
i feel lyk crying so much.
but there no more tears animore.
its all chocked in mie throat.
suffocated lyk im dying.
mie heart is sinking.
i guess i'll b better in a while.
n i hope so. i realli feel lyk dying.

11:50 PM





Friday, December 09, 2005


oh no.. its 12.13am now n i still cant slp.. omg..
im goin to participate in a competition tmr
n i still cant slp; gotta meet em
8am at yck control station
oh my.. btw, its a captains ball competition in nyp.
formed a grp wif xiao fan, angel, huiki etc etc
hmpfs. die lers. tink i so tall, tmr b der goal catcher can lers.
dont wan run here n there..
mie stamina failin drastically recently.
if realli i were to b shooter or defender sure jialat de.
i'll surely make der team lose..
n wad's worst is tey all got incredible gift in sports.
tho tey not realli into captains ball
but i oso believe tat tey'll play der game well de..
dont play play hors..
xiao fan n kahying bball de;
angel n huiki netball de.. etc etc..
even xiao ying oso got base de wor.. jialat..
arghh.. i mux slp early.
i miss jess.. if shes wif us den nice lers..
ngee ann ngee ann.. arghhh.
bloody poly. sent her so far away frm mie.
now no more meetin up for sch lers.
.........dots.


tmr goin to expo!! omg omg..
so excited. 1st service in spore expo! woots!
its gonna b perfect. im bringin jiajia along!
oh yeah. i wanna make tmr a fun service.
let N242 do a breakthrough tmr; n der whole chc!
praise der lord.

8:13 AM





Thursday, December 08, 2005


went sch for only 2hrs only, or even lesser.
sch starts at 2pm n ends at 6pm
but i went off early at 4pm
pon 2 data comm lecture
went to meet merilyn n der gang for bowling
all ive gotta say is.. N242 rox!

hmpfs. goin on diet isnt easy
im failin. i cant control mie tastebuds at all!
oh my.. its ordering mie man.
it pleadin mie for sth sweet n fried..
n i feel lyk munching wafers every minute
how m i goin to survive lyk tis?
oh shit. im goin to die in no time!
yes. i'll bcome a fat pig.
der fattest pig in der whole world.
look below; those r der neoprint we took today.
mie face's absolutely big. im fat.


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7:03 AM





Wednesday, December 07, 2005


played devil today.
went to suntec wif zong. his 1st day workin wors.
went to his workplace cannot find him.
yuan lai he havin dinner.

he waited for mie to haf mie dinner
den we went bac to der shop tog.
aft tat he used mie as a excuse to leave on der spot!

n he shun bian quit! tat slacker bum..
oh my.. den im lyk so paiseh over there
n i was lyk damn guilt-strickened aft tat.


okie.
went city harvest today aft tat.

travel all der way to expo alone in train..
n.. omg omg!!
der prayers meetin so powerful..
praise der lord man..
n der ambience machiam concert lyk tat
all der lightnings n audio.. wah.. superb.
pastor kong call sun during der meeting
sun prayed for us. i sensed der holy spirit..
n everytime i speak in tongue

i feel lyk got sth lyk wind blowing at mie..
dunno if city harvest "play cheat"

switch on fan for 1 min or wad..
but pengs told mie tat its impossible cos no fan
den i sae maybe its air-con
den he rebut n sae tat air-con takes time
plus i sit in front or back oso got feel wind

but aircon not situated everywhere..
maybe its realli der holy spirits..

8:13 AM





Tuesday, December 06, 2005


i hate myself!
dun feel lyk livin animore
feel mieself so fat
fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat
todae reb comment mie sae im lyk pig's trotter
n sae ive lotsa fatsssss
im so damn sad..
hell lord! i almost cried on der spot.
how could she sae tat..?
n i feel so humilated..
she said it in front of dunno lyk how mani ppl..
den aft tat amos n gene ask mie how much i weigh
goodness! im so sad. n gene joked im a pig.
to him its noting of course.
but to mie i felt lyk dying :(
:((( feel so disgustingly awful wif mieself.
i cant let it carry on..
im feelin so bloody horrible rite now..
no mood to do aniting.
i wan lose weight.
i jux wan slim down.
i will prove it in a mths time.
i swear.

6:47 AM





Monday, December 05, 2005


met keong go sch
im late for 20 mins..
den he nag nag NAG at mie
machiam old granny lyk tat..
keong's a great nagger`


supposed to go swimming today
wore a bikini inside mie clothes to sch for whole day.
later ppl dunno tink i crazy..
y wear one bikini to sch for noting..


but later i nver go swimming at all..
omg. im so sad.
ive got mie mens during lecture in mornin.

sway hors?
den half-way through lecture

i went out to slack n enjoy breakfast
lucky i got go out.. if not i wun noe tat
den jane lend mie her jacket to cover..
SIAN. all these shits always happen to mie.


in der end meet jiajia at causeway
aft tat go lot 1 shoppin
bought a same design de t-shirt; same colour..
aft tat took some neoprints..

i look fat. im so fed-up wif mieself.


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6:49 AM





Sunday, December 04, 2005


tiring dae. i lazy blog.
so kope frm ling's de blog. lols.. :x
n i gotta acknowledge her or she'll slaughters mie.
so frm now font colour brown is her blog details.
n purple is mie own comment

bfore tat; wanna post some neoprints
which tat ger dun haf in her blog..
cos shes no scanner! :xx lols.

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ps: i nver put ani make-ups today..
n i look lyk ghost..

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CREDITS TO LING
(ling: is it big enough?? lols..)
http://www.pprincesslynn-.blogspot.com/


Sunday, December 04, 2005 9:17 PM

(:met up with shan around 1.30pm.
went to bugis. shopped around e whole day. was quite tiring. she ah.. wan to eat but scare fat.. make me also cannt eat.. hai. im so ke lian. then finally she gave in so we went to v8 cafe and eat. i had grilled lamp chop while she had black pepper spaghetti. [omg.. its fattening!] actually didn't really cost alot.. 2 person only 44 plus. quite cheap lo. [its a treat frm her ;))] and we even had a slice of cake each after that. ordered bcos wun feel so paiseh when i go down & withdraw money. lol. e people lyk scare we run off lyk that. when we went outside e cafe to see what cake dey haf to offer, dey faster came after ask and asked what we want.


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our soup of e day came first - mushroom soup


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before i start on e soup


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then here come our drinks! vanila blue & spirit float


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shan drinking her vanila blue..
[im lovin der mocktails there*]


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and me having my spirit float


was thinking whether e vanila blue was mixed with food colouring bcos it tastes lyk spirit.


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she drinking her drink happily..

as for me.. i didn't wan to drink.
but had no choice as it was overflowing.


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she waited for e food..


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and i waited for e food

e food didn't come for more then 20mins. so e manger or so i think, came over to our place & asked are we still waiting for our food & we said yes! after awhile she came back and said that e kitche had missed out our order! wad e fuck. [omg. dumb staffs; we're lyk starving!!]


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shan waited till she wanna cut off her hair using e knife..


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finally after more den 30mins, shan's black pepper spaghetti came!
look yummy isit it?


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her prayers before she start on e food


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and finally my food came! grilled lamp chp (:


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'wo yao kai dong le!'

after finishing e food we realise that dey dun accept posb cards. so i have to go down to e atm machine & withdraw some cash. meanwhile we ordered 2 slice of cake. 1 chocolate truffle & 1 orea cheese cake?when i came back e cake was der already!


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this is her orea cheese cakeand


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this is my chocolate truffle. yummy! love it.


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she was very bo liao lo.. so she put e cake in front of my face and take a picture. so ugly


we were so bo liao while waitin for e bill that we took some pictures..

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den e bill came and we left. bcos i was hafin a bad stomachache

after that went to shop around for a tee which me & her will be wearing to city harvest mayb e coming saturday. promise her to go for 1 month. so we shopped around and she got herself a pair of floppers. then she so kanchiong that she jus grab any plastic bag & left e shop. didn't realise that she had taken a man's top until we left e shop!

i laughed all e way frm e 3rd storey to 1st storey. after finishing my drink at coffee bean we went back to e shop & changed e top back to floppers & bought a tee each at e shop. was rebirth shirt. not sure when then will i go to city harvest. bcos not sure whether i will be going to malaysia this weekend. shall see how.

eh, shan, wan copy & paste my entry mus credit to my blog hor!hahaha

thx god for today*
thx god for mendin mie frenship wif ling,
thx god for lettin us survived tis quarrel.
thx god for everyting today. :)

7:34 AM