Sunday, February 26, 2006
okay.
i went for all 3 serment by rev Ulf Ekman.
it was realli realli a "WOW!"
yes! and though i was physically worn out terribly,
im so glad tat im made it for all the 3 srvs :D
and its all so worth it!!
thk god for strengthenin me! :]
der 1st srv is bout timing and seasons.
seasons come n go, people changes.
i believe tat we will all grow as time passes by.
frm good to better, n frm better to best.
n frm best to best of der best! :D
tis is a chain.. we can nver be fully perfect.
so we'll jux haf to kp on learnin n not give up!
rev Ulf mentioned tat
"Seasons will take charge of u.
It will force us to change.
All we have to do is to leave and take.
Never escape today for
there is always something next!"
amen.
der 2nd serment is about healing.
O LORD!! I PRAISE YOU FOR
EVERY SINGLE THING
TAT YOU'VE DONE TO MY LIFE!
ive got a very gd testimony to share people!
15 mins bfore der srv,
i was askin ard if anyone has der contact lens solutions.
n to
btw, thx daryl for der hershey pie :]
in fact, ive been rather upset bout certain tings recently..
i was realli realli demorised.
i prayed n prayed..
n i believe tat i shall n WILL reap if i do not lose heart.
praise god!
wow..i went for all 3 meetings of Rev. Ulf Ekman..its so worth it!!although outwardly im tired but inwardly im so renewed!haha.Especially the last meeting realy touched me!Rev. Ulf Ekman shared his experiences when he juz started out his ministry..im so amazed by his faith n how great our God is!We can nvr dream or imagine more than God, He always provide us with more than wad we ask or tink of!ohman!Praise God! =)
8:12 AM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
for tat MISS anonymous.
thanx huhs! do tis to ur fren.
i already noe hu're u le okays? :]
shame on urself.
btw, i had a okay-day ytd.
in der afternoon, went to meet marcus.
to do some last-min muggin for maths.
den aft tat haiiya.. a lot of dramas.
HAHAHA
two hrs bfore exams,
our dear marcus n cassa
were discussing bout sex.
n if tey had done it bfore or not.
LOL was really really duper funnie
tey sure can make me laugh. :D
wen on our way to exam hall,
guess wad?
me n cassa got so excited n k-po suddenly.
we went to vesper cheerleadin notice board
to see which was tammy
err.. btw, tammy was der ger
hu got her sex videos sent to everyone
n marcus tey all were commentin
on our bitchy behaviors
soon, a really large grp of nyp students
gathered ard der notice board.
LOL! tink cassa n me hai(4) si(3) tat ger le!
typical singaporeans n NYPians!
btw, maths was bad for me.
at first, i was rather upset bout it.
bcos i didnt touch on der
whole chpt on funcitons.
but later, i realised tat
my mood is actually determined
by wad has captured my focus.
n so today, i will go chiong my c-pro.
hope i can still do well.
THANK PATRICK
for saving my life INDIRECTLY ytd.
yes, i owe u 1 bubble tea WILLINGLY :]
HAHAHA
n wen reached home,
i ate one whole bunch of baby bananas
n 2 rows of vitagens (tat makes 10 bottles).
POMP!
fell into pillows n slp.
im off to study now!
CHIONGGgggg arh!!!
12.12pm
7:50 PM
Monday, February 20, 2006
received a call frm james in mornin.
he really can make me laugh a lot.
he told me his hair got burnt;
half of his head were hairless.. LOL
AND
i dunno wad is happenin to me rite now..
so confused.. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
IM NOT NOT NOT HAPPY LAH;
we NOT only drew A line now.
but many MANY lines :(
even doubtin if there is any wall rite now.
:(( WHY WHY WHY??
all der cgms r not suspectin anyting or wad.
n all those "inside der ring"
r not havin funnie tots too.
BUT why r all der leaders tinkin tat way?
.. isnt it sorta unfair to 2 gd frens? :s
im worried.. n VERY unhappy.
later to a pt of
even no more gd frens wif him anymore..
how sad will tat be. :((((((((((
okay. im jux comin up for rantings.
actually i noe why de lah;
i jux nid to tink through n cool down.
i hope i'll b fine soon. :
btw, goin to study wif prisca n penguin now.
later still will tok to em bout tat de.
12.41pm
8:40 PM
nver been updating..
okay; so many tings happened these few days..
slp almost 3am every nite.
HAHAHA;
enjoy chattin on fone wif prisca darling :]
i forgot wad happened in der past few days.
ytd went cg n prayers meeting.
saw reb at expo there too..
but feel lyk me n her driftin apart..
instead, drawin nearer to my class de other gers..
dunno wad happened..
niap jux told me tey fought. :(
hope everyting turns out peaceful n sweet.
aft tat went tampines mall for long john.
nice time fellowshippin over there.
hahahaha.. tink got quite a few hrs..
were havin really really great time over there :DD
i became a GRANNY. hehs;
those sweet gers.. :D
n ytd nite went studyin wif arthur n darrion.
n today.... err.. went sch today.
fancy returnin to a poly to hand in proj
on a non-sch day.
LOL. finally CLEAR my cpro proj de chart le.
ppl long time finish le wor!!
omg.. im so slow. LOL.. gotta speed-up!
n at 3+pm,
took a cab down to samuel de hse.
wah.. i broke le. cab too much.
samuel's mother n sista very nice..
BTW; i washed all der dishes!!
im a guest BUT im a very very nice guest :]
i noe how to zhi(4) dong(4) de wor.. hahaha
WAD A GD WIFE!!
(ahhhhhhahahahahaa!!!!)
but wen i reached home,
i told my mother bout der dishes.
she sae i pretend one; gei(2) gei(4) de :(
how ENCOURAGING! hahaha omg...
n im worried bout james.
mario told me jame's smoking again.
i got so.. disappointed.
so i called n chatted with him on tat.
told me he's goin to finish "HIM" off.
okay. how can i not be worried?
u ppl noe irrational tinkin can cause regrets;
addicted to PRISCA--
12.43am
8:16 AM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
HAPPY BDAE TO YONGQUAN
HAPPY BDAE TO YILING (1302)
THANKS MARCUS FOR TODAY
THANKS LAYKEAT FOR DER JOB
I MISS JESSIE
GOOD LUCK TO ME, XIU YING, NIC
hello people;
im goin for an interview tmr.
sae gd luck to me. :]
THANKS LAY KEAT;
job is promoter to promote on hair dyes.
japan brand lai de.
tink gotta dye hair again. :(
im meeting laykeat 9am at admiralty
gd luck to xiuying n nic;
they're taking german paper tmr..
anyway, for some laughters;
marcus complained bout their jap paper.
cos of a jap chunky of comprehension.
i cannot stop laughing. hahaha
imagaine a paper of jap characters...
tey noe u, u dunno em.
so funnie..
thx marcus;
for helping in my digital electronics today
if not i'll sure fail.
thx judy n jane oso :]
digital electronics paper sucks lor.
but i tink can get 70+ bah..
somewhat ke lian.
anyway.. i got no rite complain le lah..
tats already gd enough for last-minuters.
hahaha
went dinner n shoppin wif prisca at j8
prisca last day work. she'll be jobless aft today
saw arthuRs there. hahaha
okay. he's ps. im too. LOL
n he came bac to msn to make me admit tat :(
i bought a card for darrion as encouragement ;]
AHHHH!
IM MISSING JESSIE
JESSIE! i'll jio u out once my exams r over!
im missing u lots.. miss our kbox sessions..
pls pls pls DONT forget me arhs! :(
my last day exam: 280206
sorrie james; im busy recently.
get bac to u aft my exams :]
12.14am
7:28 AM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
i feel my life being shortened.
internet applic exam today was horrid.
paper was ridiculous.
machiam kope last yr paper edit n gif us de lor!
more than half was der same as last paper.
and i tot come out de wun come out again.
forget it.; hope tat there'll be moderations.
i noe i wun fail tis module.
jux a pathetic grade.
moderation! moderation! moderation!
i demand moderations!!!
dalalalaa..
tmr's digital electronics.
weishan got electronics face meh?
how she noe how to do der qns?
oh my GOD
i'll pray tat i'll pass everyting.
darrion jux msg-ed me bout pledging single.
sae mux tink twice first.
i almost forgot bout tat le..
i noe its my relationship wif GOD.
so i mux really tink twice.
its bad to fail a pledge..
anyway; if i really pledge, i mean it.
no matter wad. i'll complete my pledge.
I LOVE JESUS
11.12pm
6:12 AM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
IM BROKE
pathetically broke!
@#$%$#@@#$#@$!@#$@#$#
haf been cabbing too much.
SERVES ME RIGHT
i went to watch I NOT STUPID;
with sista kaixin :D
hahaha omg.. finally.
damn nice. deserves praises.
wonderful story line.
ESP; these few scenes..
jerry steal $500 to buy his dad's time
tom's dad kneeled n beg pardon for tom's crimes
n wen der dunno-wad-name's dad die..
omg.
jux for tis 3 scenes, tissues not enough.
n plus all those minor minor de..
wah... really noting to say..
THUMBS UP! :DDD
i rem tat time tat stupid mr yap
critisize us n shout at us everday lesson
sae our class worse than normal tech
n is a bunch of rotten grapes.
DAMN HIM;
may he cry to sore throat for guilt he did to us.
i pray tat he get nightmares if
he continue to do tis to other LAST CLASSES.
n not forgetting tat black dog.
wan us run parade sq under hot sun?
its MATHS lesson lor. siao!
LOL. anyways, all secondary memories. :D
11.57pm
8:05 AM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
HELLO PEOPLE;
i cannot get to slp.
so i came bac to do blogging on TODAY.
hmpfs..
daytime was PERFECT;
its sweet secret.
cant be revealed bfore tues.
got to noe shireen's gd fren de sista.
omg. so qiao wors.. fren clashes agains.
world is so so small.
srv at nite was GREAT.
sun's wif us lor! yeah.. i love her..
if she's havin a frenster acc,
i would seriously consider
writing testimoniers for her everyday
starting wif "PRETTY LADY;"
hahaha.. im mad.
anyway, aft der srv, we took mrt home.
FEI HUA.
LOL. see? im crapping again.. slap me;
err, we're crapping inside der train.
theme:
joining hip-hop dance classes n KISSING
LOL. micah n darrion kissed my hands.
thk god; so HONOURED.
prisca kissed my cheeks.
omg.. we're all perverts. LOL.
i noe esther's hairs all standing up straight.
wahahaas.
eh; i wanted to join dance ministry :D
lemme try out first n see..
eh; i oso feel lyk pledging SINGLE until 19.
i mux go ask my cgl first. :]
SEEK GOD'S KINGDOM FIRST. :D
im NOT mad okays? pls im serious.
anyway, mother got very imaginative genes.
darrion sent me home jux now;
she saw tat; how LUCKY.
she kp asking me if he's my bf.
i explain le. she wasnt convinced.
let her tink den; its her brain. :]
wicked daughter. HEHS;
anyways, happy recently.
relations wif classmates improved.
esp der my grp of gers.
aft hanging out for quite some time;
i concluded tat tey're nice people :D
tey provided me laughters in poly life;
HAHAHA
but as for reb..
i'll still pray for her, stand by her :]
hope everyting ting turns out gd for her.
2.46am
10:01 AM
update update..
ytd went to celeb yiling's bdae :]
went causeway swensons wif..
yiling, arthus,winnie, jonanne, jiaqi
winnie intro-ed me der baked chix rice
omg.. lemme c how to describe.. its..
so cheesily creamily n deliciously addictive!
HAHAHA
we oso ordered a giant earthquake to share :D
AND until everyone surrender full le,
im still digging for more..
HEHS; fattening issues appears. :s
den aft tat went pubbing at de club
der boss there is TWENTY-FIVE.
HAHAHA.. yiling will noe y i blog tis oso.
yes yes yes.. frankly speaking lah..
der toilet smells greater than inside..
LOL i tell em, tey laugh lyk dunno wad..
cos i cannot stand ppl smoking mah..
n tey all smoking inside der air-con area
GOSH.. i really wanted to cough..
oh yah.. we got cut cake..
if im not wrong, its mango ice-cream cake..
she asked me for presents.
hahaha.. wait LONG LONG.
but i save it until tat day.. :D
HEHS! who call her last yr lyk tat!!
LOL! i remember wad i said de wors.. :p
anyway..
tey say im drunk.
im not. im sure.
im sure im not. :]
i only took
a sip of tequila, 3 vodka ribena, and
10 small cups of chivas mixed green tea.
i swear tats all.
but jux feel whole body damn hot.
its normal.
err.. i got vomit lah.. quite a lot..
pls.. its really smelly o smelly lor
thank goodness..
BTW; vomit != drunk.
u guys shld noe wad != means le hor..?
hahaha im a c-pro freaaaaak!
den ppl there all buying hot tea, milk, mints..
LOL.. to make me sober.
(in 1st place, im really not drunk lah.. lols)
i rem my 2nd poly class chalet,
im doomed by der chivas.
history nver repeat itself okays?
at least! i nver go hit ppl le lor.. :s
anyways, at der end of der day,
arthus drove me n yiling home :]
lucky got him..
if not i die on streets le.
11.58pm
8:12 AM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
its almost 2am,
im struggling wif my projects.
its said to be due tmr..
some sae can extend,
some sae deduct 5 marks/day late.
i'll rather chiong than risk.
munching lotsa bread n egg rolls to kp me awake.
tired tired.
1.56pm
9:38 AM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
aft sch went dinner wif keong n terry.
everyone are so worn out these few days.
had quite a nice time catchin up wif em :]
terry's worried for release of o-lvls results.
keong's bothered by his projects n exams.
shan's stressed up by exams n stuffs.
SEE? three of der same kind. LOL.
BTW, thanks marcus:]
was really surprised to get tat frm u; thanks!
anyway, today's math test was..
nice, funny n smooth.
HEHS. we all copy lai(4) copy qu(4) :D
lucky can copy! LOL
among 10 qns, i only noe 8 :s
my maths really weak lahs..
tings haven been goin smoothly recently..
haii.... [big sigh`]
reb analyse some issues to me, again.
its bout our class de ppl; both guys n gers..
i dont really believe n agree
wif her analysations..
i oso told her wad i tink..
we two tink de tings very diff duh..
LOL but still hauntin me.
dunno can believe who n wad.
SHIT; i got to learn smart now.
so disappointed in everyting.
FAINT. i oso dunno wad im tokin to agains..
nver mind lah;
tink i carry on der life naturally jiu shi le.
will try not to tink much.
life's in horrid state
okay.. goin to slp now..
nites. :]
got to wake at 6am to do my iad proj..
11.59pm
3:11 AM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
ytd's tinking n prob solving presentation
was all unsuccessful n pathetic.
all der pictures, graphs n diagrams
couldnt be viewed
im so so disappointed..
grp morale was lower than dust :(
patrick's slide was problemetic.
tongyi didnt prepare herself..
but to my own presentation part,
i was quite satisfied wif der way i speak out
at least im not nervous..
today's c-pro was cocked up!
i cried.
i was very disappointed wif myself..
i couldnt ans der qns frm der tutor..
total kanna 5 qns, only noe 1.. :s
i scared she tink is i copy de..
n ytd midnite simon wanted to save me
by sendin me his copy of c-pro..
he's yr 2 n yet he can find his yr 1 work..
i tot its doom to rely on him.
so i figured it out for 2 whole nites myself..
sleepless nites
to finish up der project ALONE..
im doin it individually okays?
wad pathetic soul.
waste time..
if i noe simon will send me earlier,
i dun nid to chiong until lyk tat liao..
straight away use his work..
but in der end, i oso nver use his work..
cos msn sending failed.
anyways, still heng arh!
lucky i do my own..
ohh, btw, i nid to send my copy to patrick.
hope it helps him.. :]
n tmr got maths test..
still got some dunno lehs.. cannot figure out.
tmr go sch nid ask ppl.... :s
anyway.. it's MCQ only..
HAHAHA
CONFESSIONS
people; weishan is so stressed up.
she noes she's adding stress to herself.
she tried not to, but she fails.
she cries everytime wen she
cannot solve any questions or errors.
she feels so disappointed now.
no one to help her at all..
but she's optimistic enough to believe tat
she's on der way to independence;
n she tries to smile.. :]
11.59pm
7:32 AM
Monday, February 06, 2006
OH MY GOD!
I FELL ASLEEP AT 9.00PM JUST NOW!!!
n SURPRISINGLY; i woke up!
its impossible for me to wake de lor.. :s
continue to chiong c-pro :((((
3.46am
11:42 AM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
YES!
FIFTY PERCENT
OF C-PROGRAMMING DONE!
MUACKS!
wah lao ehs; i buay tahan le. GOODNITE!!
3.36am
10:46 AM
im very EXHAUSTED;
its 12.47am now.
feel lyk digging out my eyes.
its so uncomfortable..
my poor eyes haf been
lasering into der pc screen for hrs;
DAMN IT
jux finish my tinkin n prob ppt
im goin to b a powerpoint expert in no time :s
i used my t-shirt as my ppt background!
HAHAHA
i feel smart.. err.. FEEL only lahs;
but der effects were absolutely great okays?!
oh no.. gotta wear formal tmr :(
went sisca hse tis aftnoon
prisca is wif us :D
travel frm yew tee to serangoon,
late for almost an hr :s
i woke up only at 12.30pm today
i called for a cab.
haf been cabbing really too much lately
wad a waste of money.
mux go out earlier next time
den dun nid rush to take cab.
to comment; dinner was great!
pigs trotters n pig's stomach soup :D
nan de mother will go buy all these..
HEHEHAHAHA
im certainly a CARNIVORE!!
btw, i got new fones!!
as in home fones..
mother went to get 2 new cordless fones
frm harvey norman
1 for $149
finally can change my room de fone lers..
my previous fone so lao kok kok one;
machiam use to decorate room only :s
anyway, my hse now got.. 5 fones.
HAHAHA.. can tok everywhere!
anyway, i wasted.. 15 mins for blogging!
oh no.. off to study now!
BYE PEOPLE!
[CHIONG ARHHHHHHHH!!!!!!]
1.00am
8:30 AM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
THANKS ALVIN;
hahaha
for teaching me der basics
sad lah.. time not enough :(
THANKS ESTHER;
for tat doll keychain frm china de habin :]
HAHAHA
mux emohasize which c'try n province.
cos a lot of my frens goin overseas..
im still n only at SINGAPORE.
my life is freaking TOUGH.
too many tings to do,
not enough time at all.
and i really dunno how to lose weight lah
i really got try hard tis time.
BUT..
der more stressed i get,
der more food i buy n stuff into my mouth.
u noe wad?
i actually ENJOY der feeling of spending $$
and den kp chewing n biting sth in mouth.
call me pervert or wad..
but surprisingly, it HELPS. can relieve stress.
i tink all my classmates n ex-classmates
all noe i suffer frm tis disease call
"pre-exam double stress syndrome"
i noe it can be pretty irritating n distracting
to see ppl ard u suffering frm tis disease..
cos its contagious.. HEHS.
aft a couple of moments a lot of ppl will b lyk me
tensed up, jumping ard, calling for help.
LOLS but really bo bian de! :s
SORRY CLASSMATES;
i really cannot dun stress wors.
funnie lehs; anyway..
hope tis sem my class can do really well
den let all der lecturers praise 0502! :]
HEHS.
today's a very nice but tiring day.
i love tat concert
it's.. delirious is delicious!
12.43am
8:24 AM
Friday, February 03, 2006
oh DAMN IT!
im so depressed now.
@#!$#@%%$!@$#&@#$#@$@!$#@@#!$#@%
OH MY GOD.
i jux got all der buttons n catogories done.
now?
der lousy website tells me
"DATA ACCESS FAILED: getButtonData"
WHAT IS THIS?!!!!
@#!$#@%%$!@$#&@#$#@$@#!$#@%%$!@$#
omg. i used TWO HOURS to sort our everyting!
n now tat i NEVER save a ting;
PLUS my lousy memory,
I GOTTA REDO EVERYTHING!
i gotta plan every single ting AGAIN.
damn it.
okay; enough of my rantings.
im goin to REDO everyting again.
n to face tis pc for another TWO HOURS.
DAMN IT;
lemme dwell in self-pity den.
12.35am
8:20 AM
living everyday in hussle;
tats my life now.
met taigor aft sch today.
im sorrie dear, HAHAHA
i noe u waited me for 1hr 30mins..
every fri tutor let us off ard 5.30pm de
cos next fri practical exam le,
so today drag until 6.15pm.. :s
taigor n me made a pact.
we gonna lose weight by june;
tat means..
we gotta work xtra xtra hard!!
now ive got xtra motivation :D
btw, i bought SHE concert de CD
HEHS. finally..
but i got der wrong one..
sian diao.. :(
i go buy der one only CD, not VCD.
goin change bac tmr..
n!!
i really nid to work hard, brush up..
mux jiayou jiayou jiayou!!
so these few days;
weishan will b really STUDYING!!
10.23pm
6:05 AM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
how could he? how could he?
how could he? how could he?
how could he? how could he?
how could he? how could he?
how could he? how could he?
how could he? how could he?
how could he? how could he?
how could he? how could he?
how could he? how could he?
okay;
justice will b brought.
:(
11.57pm
7:31 AM
i've forgiven HIM;
cos i noe HE'll forgive me too.
i've forgotten bout wad HE did to me;
cos i noe HE'll forget bout mine too.
11.28pm
7:22 AM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
life is so messy.
bloodily messy.
i wanted to go to university all of a sudden.
but my gpa sux until cannot..
im so devastated now :s
simon told me to go austrailia to further
but i scared lah;
ive nver been on myself before..
its 2 YEARS okay? not 2 mths or wks..
im irritated these days
by a ger call denise
she really pissed me.
i wanted to slap her.
terry wrote me tis on msn.
wad great work! lols
i noe her during open hse.
see her only 1 time,
den she msg n chat wif me wenever she's free.
wad's bad?
she machiam 24 hrs free lyk tat!
she calls me mary-kate n herself as ashley.
she told my best guy-fren tat she noes me better den him.
she claims we look n tink exactly same.
i got noting sae.
u look for urself.
okay. tis pic both of us on specs.
fair enough.
her nose is bigger than me.
her teeth better arranged than mine.
my chin is sharper than hers.
hair style different.
tis is der one she tinks we're twins.
(she got make-up, i dun haf)
i got dark rings, she dun haf.
she got double eye-lid, i dun haf.
but she got pimples i dun haf.
her mouth more pute than mine.
tis is der pic she sae she kawaii.
(we both got make-up)
her face is oval, mine is dunno wad.
i got rabbit teeth, she dun haf.
my eye-bows darker than her.
COME ON PEOPLE;
DO WE LOOK ALIKE?
she can msg me new yr 1st day sayin
"im havin seafood wif my cousins. muaCkxx*"
i was lyk.. wtf?
machiam i no seafood eat lyk tat.
machiam i no cousins lyk tat.
machiam i her mother lyk tat..
report to me for wad?
haiiya.. maybe i bad mood cos of my pms
but i really dun wan hurt her..
we can only b frens..
really cannot best frens
or even sistas for life.
ive already got my best frens le.
(kehluh, ivy, jiajia, taigor, jessie, yiling)
already got SIX le lah;
i really no time to entertain her.. :(
11.48pm
2:50 AM
