Wednesday, November 30, 2005
rushin n preparin to go sch
dropped mie loreal true match on der floor!
n der glass broke into half n
der liquid foundation flows out lyk nobody's business
omg. heart aches so much; its not cheap huhs.
den aft tat late for sch for lyk an hrs plus.
reason being mie dad pull mie to der bank
to get mie posb book!
im so fcukin hell angri wif him;
its so ridiculous to pull mie to a bank jux to
collect a book n made mie late for mie lecture.
needless to sae i showed him mie attitude
nver bother to look into his eyes n say bye
before rushin for train
wad a unfilial n bitchy daughter im :((
den aft sch went to marina sq for shoppin
hahaaa. der toilet there is so big n comfortable!
machiam 5* hotel de wors..
hahaaa.. very cosy n nice.
we love der toilets there so much tat
we cant help visitin it for >3 times. lols..
n one stupid ting ive done.
i dropped mie sandles into der toilet bowl!
oh wad fcuk.. if bfore mie got someone shit
there means i steppin on shit lahs!
den aft tat jel went to heatwave for haircut
im so tired there tat i fell alslp for short while.
her haircut made her look younger
yeah; younger than mie.
i bet she mux b really happie for tat
aft tat we walk to bugis
on der way was discussin but cutting double eye-lid
im really wanting to haf double eye-lids so much
suilan's bf says its becomin a trend to haf dsingle eye-lid
but i still tink gers wif double eye-lids
definitely look more gorgeous.
oh ya. suilan suggested goin for steamboat at nite
lucky in der end nver go
if not sure got another fat chance gain weight
den we go take neoprint.
jel was complainin shes got big face
now mie face can fight wif her le lah.
we're realli funnie inside der machine
der background dropped on our head
n we're lyk huh huh n laughters carried on..
den aft tat i went to buy shiying's bdae present
goin to bugis viallage w/o cash is bad.
cos theres few shops wif nets machine
reach home at 11pm.. tired tired..
wen goin home i felt lyk dyin
mie mum was screamin at mie in der fone
omg.. i spent $2000+ in tis 2 n a half mths
its realli horrendous i guess
aiiya i mux realli control
den suddenly now i haf to go around askin ppl
to return mie money tey owe mie previously;
feelin kinda wicked inside..
hope tey wun mind.. :SS
7:07 AM
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
im very very tired now.
or shld i say im dying lers?
i jux reach home only de wor
went chc jux now.. last prayers meetin in jurong west
woots. powerful prayin session, i would say :)
imagine mie rushin for der last train home.
i promised marcus to wait for him
until january den go dye hair tog
m i stupid or dumb to promise him..?
SIAN. mux wait so long..
aftnoon went lunch wif der class
[excluding rachel's gang]
im gettin closer to mie class lers..
esp der gers.. kinda happie :)) bian tai wors..
aniwae, tis few daes i noe em slightly better
actually tey're nice n funnie ppl..
not lyk wad reb tinks
maybe tat time i dunno em well enough bah.
but SAD.
i lost mie best frens..
not sae lost lahs. long time nver meet up.
angel5clan: i miss all of u!!
wen can da 5 of us gather again tog???
long time since we all laugh tog..
i realli miss u guys a lot; beyond words.
darl: FREN. our timetable sux. so disgustin.
how nice if we can chiong for sch gates again.
if realli got 1 more chance,
i will sure shoot ahead of u! lols.
wen is our next k-box session??? :((((
arghh!! all tis bunch of ppl r realli addictive;
niap jux chatted wif mie bout reb
mie wif reb driftin apart lers..
really dun wan tis frenship go to waste
but ive realli got no more ideas wad to do..
she tinks tat our class bullyin her..
omg.. i tot shes so fine n all well
our class bully her?! no wad..
no matter wad i tmr go sch observe
i promised niap.
maybe i haven done mie duty as a gd fren well.
shld i b shameful? :(
8:29 AM
saw joo kee outside lecture room
woots! he's wif irene again
foreva stick tog de wor..
how sweet.. envy lots.. lols..
joo kee praise mie sae i look prettier
n almost cant recognise mie
realli happie cos since sch reopen
a lot ppl commented mie look prettier
as compared to der time wen i jux came poly
but tey also say i oso plump lers!!
okie lah. i noe tat.
last time is
gain weight tough,
lose weight easy.
now times r different.
now arhs, i gain weight easy
lose weight tough wors!
ive gain SEVEN KGs frm may until now.
its kinda kua zhang.. :((
tat makes life tough
i mux lose weight!!
qi xin xie li, da dao fei ci bao!!
another day wasted.
went lunch wif reb, pengs, kelvin n gene
at bishan de kopi-tiam
kinda wu-lu there cos no air-con
but der food there deserves praises.
aft tat i tot i could do some studyin
but.. i lost tat passion aft a while
came home enjoy beauty slp.
im so fcukin pissed.
25yrs old wan mie as gerfren?!
wad der hell.. he's an AH PEH liao lors!
pls. im still young.
dont tink i pathetically nid to degrade
until find one uncle of 8 yrs older
to b mie boyfren.
n looks young n dashin got wad use?!
25 yrs old no financial status.
qi si wo lers. n he kp askin..
so i got so pissed tat
i scolded him some vulgarities :x
i noe im wrong but.. i couldnt take it..
1:42 AM
Saturday, November 26, 2005
hmpfs. today not bad; shld b very good.
i had a realli meaningful day
its not jux lyk ani sat; but a packed one :)
met nic go sch tis mornin.
1st time in tis sem since sch reopened wors
lucky not very paiseh..
in mrt still got chat bit
den meet gene n derek at atrium
den proceed to north canteen meet der rest
n cope wif lotsa last min stuff.
lyk how to play their games etc.
there're lotsa area in spore invited
eg taman ho swee, bendameer road blah..
im student helper of MEILING STREET
n mie area got 4 long tables of elderly
hees, im in charged of table 3
so, im meiling 3 :))
der grannys in mie tables r jux simpily great!
i helped 1 granny found
a green card in treasure hunt
actually i spotted it but she nver..
so i kp urging her to kp lookin around
n woots! she found it.
sounds lyk i forced her.. :x
n she won a umbrella
[a realli nice one wif maroon checkers :)]
i went to stage 2 times to collect prizes for em
1 for der granny n 1 for mie table of cute ladies :)
i was somewhat stupid wen on stage
cos i tot i would b sendin nic or desmond
to help mie collect for meiling 3
but unexpectedly both of em not bside mie
n there i was standin in front of the table
wif every eyes on mie n some shoutings
so i ran up to collect der prizes.
its a nice experience aftall.
during der lunch we gossiped a bit
but we're realli hungry n tired by den
tey commented bout some tings
tat i dun realli agree on but
i jux tried to kp mie mouth shut n nod
aft tat, mie, derek, gene, kelvin n nic
went to j8 to catch harry potter
but der movie timing jux sux
n we jolly well noe tat we could grab tix
wif better timing n better seatings.
aft much discussions n hesitations
we decided to settle everyting at causeway
aft havin tix bought,
we still got a whole lot of time to waste
so we went for a few rounds of pool
in der k-pool bside der cinema
[surprised to c cindy workin there]
aft tat we went to buy some snacks
tat can fill us up for 3 on-going hrs
i simply love n wants to confess tat
im lovin popcorns recently. :DD
esp those sweet warm ones..
ohh.. yummilicious!
nic suggest der 2 of us share lovers combo
we tot its 1 popcorn 2 drinks
but its only 1 popcorn 1 drink
1 drink 2 person share?! funnie cathay
not say mie n nic.
say lyk got 1 couple go for lovers combo
its enuff for 2 ppl to share 1 meh?
tey tink couples realli
"he er wei yi meh"?
i suspect der cathay food in-charge grp
mux b realli insane to tink tat way.
forget it. n wen we go inside,
i den realised tat i got into der
same theatre, same seat, same show!
vvalah! so zhun sia..
den half way through der movie
im freezing cold n slpy
i admit tat i retardedly
fell aslp for a while
but i did catch der part i missed tat day
so overall its great :)
11:58 PM
cheers!
ive completed all mie html labs!!
all der 4! including der 2 assignments!
woots! was realli gay bout it.
i chiong mie whole lab 3 n 4 all on mie own
n i finished it first in class.
1st. u noe? weishan finished it so fast? WEISHAN?!
im surprised n i didnt believe it.
i didnt noe i can do all these..
n mie data com test got 16/20. :))
16/20 might not b seems realli excellent
but der point is, i paid attention in labs
n during der test, i did NOT discuss or copy
i did not did it jux by any fcukin shit lcuk.
OKIE. i noe i sounded lyk crappin n showin off.
but der taste of accomplishing n acheiving someting
all on my own is real great.
i jux couldnt realli express tis kinda satisfactory..
thx pastor kong.
der tone u preached motivated mie.
ur words touched my heart. n prints r still left here.
u made mie believe. u gave mie faith in myself.
n i got der strength n urge to breakthrough tis mornin.
yes! BREAKTHROUGH! i did it!
praise der lord!
12:31 AM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
met keong go home aft sch.
tat pig suggest to clear dinner outside
den we had our dinner at mac.
eat mac until so sian lers but bo bian,
he die die wan mac
everyting's realli pleasant until terry came.
tat two king of craps merge,
imagine wad happened to mie. :))
at 6.45 i wan rush home
watch 1st episode of zhen ming tian nu
den tey kope all mie tings die die dun return mie
force mie sit down chat wif em.
den later we had fries fight.
simpily means throwin french fries at each other
n yes. we're childish for tat moment.
but JUX tat moment.
horrible terry kp aimin mie.
but keong isnt ani better
later at 8+ force mie take bus go home wif him
c, ive got prove! call der police man
tey ope mie belongings!
blue riding hood?!
i sae i wan leave terry threaten to slam mie books. how mean of him!
keong is tryin to act idoit. i noe. :)
mie turn to act stupid :))
for lingg:
im NOT tryin to make use of u
can u dump tat bloody mindset for heavens sake?
n i dont wan hearin say u're hurt cos of mie.
pls. it hurts mie even more to noe ive hurt mie gd fren.
tat day at lecture mie hp rang
i dunno how to change to silent mode
so i switched off. not i dun wan reply u.
n i didnt mean all der pang sehs
mie new time table's drivin mie nuts.
it started middle, ended late.
fcuk it. it clashed all my dates;
now tat its all jammed, im lost mieself too
ive frens whom ive promised to go out wif
n i postponed all. OKIE. im at fault.
but i hope u will dump ur mindset asap.
11:39 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
went causeway wif siaw ying aft sch today :))
went for neoprints; made the wrong decision
we selected a mode tat realli sweat us lyk hell
but its fun aftall :) hahaas.. jel's rite.
sy's facial expressions r all alike de wors..
machiam bein photocopied sia.
but hu cares as long as its pretty n original?
den later i went to meet jiajia at lot 1
yes! we bumped into yet wei! oh.. HOLY!
we hugged. those real tight hugs :DD
oh god i miss her so much. shes becomin prettier
n tat im so shameful for not contactin her for long
3 of us we went to ya kun roti tiam
we chatted for all of our changes
n im damn happie; frm der bottom of mie heart
aft tat we went for neoprints. ya; neoprints again.
(2 times in a day can make mie broke)
i love em jux as much as tey love mie :)
'free'ns foreva*
jia+shan+yet=foreva :))
my pretty gers*
wif jelinda n carol
der sweetest.
wif siaw ying n jessica
tats her ugliest expression. lols..
n she ran off aft tat take
5:34 AM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
its der last day of o-lvls :))
yishh!! mux date all those dudes out asap! :DD
im worried for mie studies lers.
i couldnt catch up in c-programming
thou everyone agrees tat its easier than java, i dont
maybe its bcos i lack practises; mie attendance of tis module sux.
im so stcuk up wif myself. i warned myself not to b late
but in der end i broke der chain tis mornin.. utter disappointment
n thk goodness. wad a fren ive got.
wen i nid help and i asked, im ignored.
but if der teacher is nearby, she will become so passionate to help
jia sai. for show nia.
haiis. i dont wan elaborate much; jux tat.
n i realised how dumb i was..
i tot mie sim card's corrupted.
but actually i placed mie card upside down
n ive been complainin tat how tough life's been for mie.
guess wad a fool ive been.
ALRIGHT. n mr dickson was so so very humorus.
he's kinda lyk joo kee. but he's realli cartoon.
how much i wish i'll haf his lessons n lecture if im sad or wad. he will hopefully brighten mie day :))
but i guess its actually a bliss to haf a lecturer hu can make der whole lecture hall students laugh tog. :)) bondin; ya noe? :))
but he calls mie blue-cool. omg! cos of mie hair.
n its embarassin for mie for whole hall to kp lookin at mie.
notice: he's sitting down givin lecture.jux imagaine how cute he is. lols :))i rem him sayin, "sorrie arh, today im very tired. sorrie arh. i noe u all wont mind de. okie. lets carry on..."
tmr wang zi bian qing wa part 1 last episode lers..
so fast.. im impatient. cant wait for der it to come!
will tian yu b wif jun hao?
den my ke lian de yun xi how..? ://
oh ya. went j8 shoppin wif reb during mie break today
now gonna display some some pics :))
tats mie in 77th street :)
it reflects a FAT mie. how sickening.
zi ji zi lian..
isnt she lovingly sweet?!
mie poly sweetheart :)
9:47 PM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
heyss!! i saw chew xian. wahaas! now i noe hu she is lers. she quite pretty mah.. stupid zong n derrick make it sounds lyk she looks ugly lyk tat.. hmpfs.. she got a converse sweater same as mie. :))
went admiralty wif amos n reb
wan buy colour contact lens.
mission failed. in der end; went there for dinner n chats only
chattin part was horribily terrible. cmon. let mie vent here.
amos bombarded mie wif thousands of questions.
reb attacked mie wif words lyk she hated mie.
n our topic? NICHOLAS.
omg. wad's past haf past. thx to der 2 of em.
i hao bu rong yi deleted him n
there tey purposely wan dig him out of mie memory
dunno lahs. im goin slp now. i'll let off.
3:47 PM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
yeah! todae's alan's bdae. his dua did ji.
got him a ah beng bracelet frm 77th street, share wif louis.
i pick de wors.. ive got great taste u noe.. lols..
went to eat zhu chao in coffee shop near mie hse
total got 9 ppl. but i only noe 2 of em
startin kinda paise but den aft some time bcome frens.. :))
we crapped a lot.. some on karen n adrian. hmpfs. buay tahan
den tey drank beer. i guai. dun wan drink.
cos tmr got lesson.. plus mie liquor limits poor.
realli learnt mie lesson aft mie class chalet.. :x
den aft tat alan feel lyk vomitin. i so scared.
cos frm wad i noe ppl drink le den vomit sure very smelly de..
but aft tat he control so nver vomit. heng arhs
den he n dali die die wan send mie home send mie home
thx em.. cos its bout 11pm le, quite late
alan really change a lot.
frm 1 toot toot boy in pri sch, wif his head always down,
now become lyk one big ah beng lyk tat.
he puffs, he fights, he drinks, he go police stations lyk no body business
n his chest got one tattoo dragon (bigger den mie palm)
sia lah; change so much. wonderin if dali will bcome lyk tat.. hmm..
n noe i noe yuan lai mie hse to nyp, by taxi cost $13.80
but tat dae i paid $18.70. tat means.. im CHEATED!
oh no.. felt a pinch on mie heart
im broke le. if i carry on takin taxi to sch arh, doom.
father open bank oso no use; bank will collaspe.
but its worth it. im not late. n im so happie!
as long as im not late. :DD
btw gotta thx terry for his effort.
our bdae boy; ALAN!! cheers*
okie okie. tats for show only. aft der pic, i mian qiang drink one mouth; den der rest alan help mie bao.
mie wif derrick at mie hse downstairs.. haiiya. tis cam bit weak. he actually looks a bit drunk de.
cant blame mie; he nver wanted to smile. so i gotta "look after" him
12:57 AM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
wad taxi system we haf in spore?!!!
fcuk u! damn it. i said i HATE bein late for sch.
n im ytd AGAIN! pls. sch reopen until now i haven got 1 day punctual.
i tot i wun b late if i take a taxi to sch.
BUT im wanderin n runnin here n there wif not even a single taxi in sight!
so, i called der taxi company. a lady answered.
lady: hello. gd mornin. cheong heng cab booking agency.
mie: hi. emm can u send a taxi to yew tee blk 672 rite now?
lady: emm.. how shld i address u?
mie: u can call mie miss tan
lady: okie miss tan, pls hold on for a second. let mie check..
mie: ok.
1/2 a minute of fruitless waitin..
lady: emm. could u wait for about 20 minutes? cos its der shift time of taxi. i'll try to send one over asap.
mie: 20 minutes?! 20 minutes den i die le lah!
n i kup der fonecall.
isnt it bloodily bloody?!
wad kinda of booking agency is tat? fcuk em.
i noe im rude. but im realli angri for bein lyk an idoit.
aft 1/2 of craziness hailin of taxis; i gave up n took mrt to sch.
so in der end im late for whole bloody 1 hr
n ive missed an impt lab; which i noe nuts.
damn u! im late again. walk into lab knnl.
i haf to admit. im worried bout mie studies. n tat i cannot cope at all.
worst still reb told mie der class said nonscense behind mie.
i dunno if its true. im sad lahs. wad haf i done to tis class? huh?
god reply mie?! i did noting n she told mie so mani ppl sayin tings bhind mie.
life sux. lucky i still haf mie good frens outside. abo i cham liao.
den evenin aft sch went to meet jiajia n junwei.
wahaaas. junwei treat us eat bbq stingray.
didnt really eat much cos dun wan lose mie voice tmr..
[keong; thx for ya advises. it realli makes mie feel better aft chattin wif ya. lcuky to haf u as mie sista. :)) thx..]
11:53 PM
overslept; omg.
nver meet terry, miss der lecture
somemore only go for 2hrs de tutorial.
den i reach sch den found out 3hrs tutorial cancel. SIAN
den went far east n heeren wif junrong
pour out dunno how mani litres of mie xin shi
den went jap restaurant gain weight
he picked one ear-ring for mie.
lady-lyk; good. he's got great eyesight.
or is it he change too much gerfrens liao noe gers taste?! :x
aft tat met zx go study at causeway mos
got study lyk nver study lyk tat
hahaa.. he very funnie. lame jokes yi da dui. dong bei diao..
he wanted go movie. but i sae NO.
simply cos he got olvls. i die die dun wan gif in.
later fail sae wo hai ta de den i dok mie head oso not enuff to repay
but in der end he n his fren go watch. his prob. lols.
poor darl.
feel lyk helpin her burn down whole np library.
np library got food sensor.
listen up. its.. FOOD SENSOR.
wad der hell is it for?? how dumb is tat device..
mux b some bloody dnt student wan pass wif flyin colours
den create tis kinda of tings torture future generations.
how bloody wicked. kiam pa.
piang. poor fren. lyk tat kanna warnin letter not worth it lah
mention of sch let mie tot of
mie attendance.
i MUX go sch on time frm tmr
i swear i will kick of mie bloody habit of bein late
realli hate it wen ppl all look at mie
i HATE to play "heros"
now not in trend le lah; it sux :((
feel lyk slappin mieself for bein such a bitch*
i feelin damn bad n guilty now. wad shld i do..?
lyk wad keong sae; im goin to b crushed somedae..
n yes. i feel lyk im being crushed now. SHIT.
boris` nice name?
12:47 AM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
poh now at mie hse.
watchin ai shang qian jing mei mei
she jux finish manicurin. swee!
she mux b gifted for tat :))
btw.. we goin on 16hrs de ou xiang ju marathon.
finally found a bitch lyk mie hu wan watch der show.
i find ppl lyk siao.. in der end
bside mie got one close gerfren tat i nver ask bfore
oso wan watch. i mux b insane to miss her.
but first 3 episode i finish lers.
so she watchin 3rd one. i seize time come bloggin.
SIAN. todae;
zong call mie up every 5 to 10 mins frm 10+am till 12+pm
JUX to wake mie up.
wad a "NICE"guy huhs?! he's drivin mie bonkers..
n wad if mie boyfren next time is lyk him?!!
i'll sure ditch tat freakin boyfren of mine den. :)
okie. n aft tat zx ask mie go lunch tog.
FEI HUA. of course i agree lahs. got food mah!
tat guy go jio rick n 1 more of his fren go tog
aft tat we go dali de hse zho bo.
wen zong tell mie his hp cost him $300+ wif a plan,
im shocked; pathetically tat fone dun looks lyk a exp one.
n 0² de brand good? :x
or is it i swah ku? i tot its not a very nice brand..
went city harvest at nite. its their grad nite.
wah.. i first time so high in service..
[i tink i spoke in tongues for whole 20seconds..?!]
vvalah!! wad der hell im doin?! omg.
wen i come bac to consciousness im SHOCKED lyk to death.
i didnt dare let anyone noe.. wad im doin?! pui pui!!
okie. im happie for all those hu pass their pastor' course :DD
esp to sista joe :DD
cheers to million cups!
wen goin home on bus; at 10+pm
i chatted wif zx through whole journey; 1 hr 12mins
on der bus,
im stuffin mieself hungrily wif food
jux to recommend;
city harvest's american cheesecake ROCKS.
i oso made a pact wif zong.
but i still dont understand y i agree wif tat pact.
but i'll TRY as i promised him; for him. :))
i told u lers. im kinda mental unsound todae. :SS
n heavenly mudafukka..
i land on mie butts todae
arghh!! another words, i jux fell down again.
der bus stop le. everyone tap card go out.
im one of der last few. suddenly mie turn tap card.
der bus goes-tan a bit den tabulek again.
poom. butts on der steps.
vvalah!! its pain.. :(( wonder if theres ani orh chei goin on..
i seriously suspect earth's gravitional force got some freakin probs.
can some scientist do sth?!
go check der earth. pls.
n piang.. im damn tired now..
maybe i watch 1/2 way will doze off :x
HOPE i can sustain for tat longg.. 16hrs not easy.
but later we plan to call mac to eat at 3+am
24hr FREE delivery sia
gotta b evil n torture those poor exhausted workers!!
yeah.. wif derricks' fone, wad's impossible?! :x
lols.. tey almost murdered mie for takin photos..
but tis's diff. zong lyk doin wad nike advertisement lyk tat.. lols.
2:18 AM
Friday, November 11, 2005
now still in tis bloody sch. arghh
can only go at 6pm.
still got to listen to fong kok wei tok cock
mux every module tutor
explain whole gradin system again n again?
once can le mah.. gosh`
lucky im in it course.. still can use pc wen he crap
maybe he's siong kuen's brother?
SIAN.
jux now got 1 3hr lesson cancel
den got 5 hrs of break to rot
went kbox wif reb
very ho qiuo; but its realli very fun :DD
but tat siao char bo was totally out of mind
wen she noe we are already late
sot sot de buay tahan
but i still lookin forward to der next k-session.
i slipped n fell down in der mornin at mac
ohlalaaa!! wonder how mac's floor can haf
a bloody pool of water in der middle on der path
damn it. still sway sway let ONLY nic c how i fall
throw face throw to east le lahs
knn sibei buay song; sway until buay tahan
lucky others only c mie on floor
now mie leg got one big patch of "orh chea"
fcukin hell. damn du lan wif tat cocky mac ughh
someday i will burn whole nyp mac down; jux wait.
zx later bringin mie to doc at 8.15
aft wang zi bian qing wa*
heard frm a lot ppl includin him
say their maths very tough
hahaa.. song bo?! last time our paper so easy.. hahaaa`
lookin forward to aft sch
but i swear i got to do well in mie modules tis time :))
dont play play..
tat fong kok wei makes mie slpy
he's realli POWERFUL;
possessed wif der mighty ability to make mie slp
3:53 PM
i saw leon on mie first day of sch
tat jue dui superstar; he not tat shuai as i tot
but hes not ugly either
i saw yeo chok tong today
got tat urge to cheong to him
ask him y poly students transport fees so ex.
du lan to der xtreme liao
i'll rather save it up n get sth i wan
rather den to pay for transport fees
got concession got wad use?
still ex aftall. fcukin dumb system to poly students.
cmon. wen den spore's transport system will make it to world-class?
WHEN?! tell mie lahs.
i dont mind if its world-class. BUT ITS NOT.
heart aches to pay every mth for transport fees..
zong suggested bringin mie to doc ytd.
BUT. i rejected immediately.
i freak doctors lyk hell still wan mie go c doc?
wait long long. y he wan suggest tis kinda tings?
im hungry; cant he suggest bringin mie to dinner?
aniwae. bcos there's no other choices.
tmr aft sch i will go c doc wif him. :((
today i got mie hair extention done
a lot ppl praise nice
but looks very much lyk ah lian
arghhh.. im NOT
no matter how much time i clarify oso no use
curse all those kp teasin mie ah lian,
drop their hairs everywhere.
lecture hall got some ladies
lyk nver c ppl bue hair lyk tat
2 strains can let em stare long enough at mie
den i look bac at em. tey kanalan look on floor
y not i go bleach whole hair?
den tey can stare at mie for hrs w/o blinkin?
ignorant bytches.
n oh ya. FRENS arh.
if u eva come to read mie blog,
den pls bakak tog wif mie okie?
if some bastards link mie den pls pls pls tell mie
or if i gif u mie blog personally den pls kp it to urself
i TRUST u den gif u
DONT go out spread tinggs PLS. thx..
12:27 AM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
went far east wif amos
we shared quite a lot
i picked two shirts for him
he commented
mie taste still possessed wif nic de style
esp a polo tee ive selected
seriously dunno y i will tink of nic
wen pickin guy's clothes;
has it bcome mie habit??
pui pui pui drop der tinkin now
shit mie shit shit mie slap mieself hard
wad m i tinkin? ive gone so far wifout him
dun wan crawl bac again
lyk a bloody pathetic creature
OKIE since ive kept mie blog under low-profile
i'll b frank frm now
dunno wad's wrong wif mie
guess i lost mie brain
n i tink of nic
i tend to b harsh to him but dun mean it
a lil feelin tat stirs mie up n kp pullin mie bac to der past
oh wad der fcuk its an assful feelin
cos i gotta b strong enough to push mieself forward frm der past
freakin weak rite now
i SWEAR i wont dare to let reb, a5c, lingg or jux aninoe.
i BET. reb will scold mie lyk hell. pengs will preach mie.
der rest will slap n scold mie useless esp lish, keong n junrong
ive proved mieself strong
y m i feelin weak again
i cant
mr hooi once fcukin curse mie cos of mie weaky character
dun wan mie soft side overcome mie again
I DONT WANNA GIF A DAMN, asshole
n is nic scared of mie..?
y he lyk dun dare tok to mie lyk everyone?!
i look lyk dinosaur?!!
god. im pissed everytime he shuns mie
wonder if he shits green.
feel lyk confrontin him at times
we r STILL frens aftall rite?
SIAN. later kanna project wif him den i die le.
zhun bei fail ga laosai
he so scared of mie liao how to face mie do project?!
SIAN. if he realli try to hide frm mie arh den i oso bo bian
but if he's realli tis kinda guy arh
den i tink i gotta say
"im dissapointed. "
11:28 PM
late for lecture for 1hr+
actually keong call mie wake him at 3am de.
he wan play games, i wan meet frens
sian. i overslept
tat idoit oso nver call mie.
poor dali n frens wait for mie there.. :S
for THREE whole hrs. dui bu qi*
dont mean to pang seh de.. sorrie sorrie!
wen reach home
keong taught mie a word.
-infatuation-
he reminded n scolded mie tat
if i carry on crushin
i will get crushed someday..
im angry at first
but later realise he's not crappin.
its logical. nver mind..
at least i noe he did tat to wake mie up frm a crush..
its for mie own good.
jux finish chattin wif zong..
since 8pm until now, 12am..
seh halfway, ears boilin hot n pain sia
n wen i saw nic in sch, i feel uneasy.
not tat i dun wan c him
or tat i still miss him or wad
ive got over him.
but its jux tat..
its mie problem lahs
dunno how to treat him lyk a fren
scared later i..
heart weak
den ahem ahem him again.. sian.
meetin amos tmr mornin
(tat male version of spendthrift)
go far east. so excited.
miss der jap food over there..
we chatted for sometime on fone jux now
tink we can realli confide in each other
cos he understands, AT LEAST. :))
n thk goodness..
hope tat i get well soon.
im sickeningly sicky sick, sicko.
n ya.. hungry too. :/
12:43 AM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
from
fictitious-world.blogspot.com
to
fictitious-influence.blogspot.com
n now,
undesirable-addictions.blogspot.com
pon 2 hr sch today. to meet zong.
den i lie to der c-programming tutor.
sae i diarrhoea. she believed.
pls praise mie skills.
later went digital lab. i slept in class.
tat teacher again wake mie n sae
"lady, pls wake up."
den i told him im havin fever.
act sick; he believed. cock at nyp teachers.
but its good for em to b gullible aftall. :)
den at discreet maths, i tried pay attention.
cos mie maths realli buay sai.
yummy.
some kinda stupid indulgence..
hehs. tats mie :)) aft sch..
i love der hair-clips.
tadah! no bad huhs?! she still can capture mie features.. :))
12:08 AM
