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Tuesday, January 30, 2007


so sick. ):
valerie called me this aftnoon. xia si wo. thurs 12-2pm is my RAD retest. mux bring my MC along. drats.

went to see doc ytd. amk polyclinic. there're lyk so many ppl! i dont blame those ah ma/ah gong. but i really feel lyk murdering those in sch uniforms. so very OBVIOUSLY they're NOT SICK! they're lyk see doc to get MC. its cheap at polyclinics anw. hai. so angry. was given 2 days MC, 4 different kinda pills n 1 glass bottle of cough syrup.

fever jux dont go. even till now. urgh. feelin really horrible.

my poly yr2 sch days will formally end THIS THURSDAY. tian arh!!
previously, didnt really treasure those times tog. now, lookin bac, theres this longing that cant be brought forward. sighs. time travels fast. wad was to be glad was better frenships than before. its good too. anw; i believe we'll still have gatherings etc. (:
LOVES.

5:21 AM





Sunday, January 28, 2007


CLASSMATES!



at south canteen. jess's der photographer.



as we go on....



xiu ying n me in lab. aft our APPLE presentation.
see der contrast? fair VS dark.



rebecca n me in networking tutorial. :p



tong yi. preeeetty china gerfren (:

YEAH! finished watchin der eight-legged freaks. YUCKS. wad a show. its abt giant spiders. thank God they aint featuring rats. else i'll go urrrgaga. did i mention how disgusting rats are? next is der dance floor. (SPIDER GROUP was jaw-dropping!) LOLS. nice show. wong lilin's really pretty. gonna catch the apprentice later tonight. haas. my sunday teevee day!!

having horrible sore throats n fever :( feelin really bad right now. esp when i swallow saliva; it hurts. sighs. i love my mother. she bought me cooling tea n cooked me porridge aft her long day shoppin in town. loves.

was late for service today. meet up wit micah n theo. haha; andy, dorigo, prisca, briyana, karila n yong bin were there too. felt so rotten. so many ppl waited for me outside foyer 3. i love DR AR Bernard. he's such an anointed man. micah commented that he looked lyk Will Smith. so wrong.

to prisca: dont worry dear. u know me. its not barely ur fault, i too have wrongs in being harsh to u. lets mend this frenship together alrights (: thx for that pair of earings n letters. how sweet (:



for my bestie whose of eternal value (:

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Saturday, January 27, 2007


i completed my new blogskin! :D:D:D
lyk finally? yes. gonna miss my old skin.
respect the loveee of my life*
anw, i had added a shuffled mp3 player in my blog.
ten songs in total. love it! hope u guys will lyk it too (:
now. YOU be the DJ.



NYP open hse just ended. feelin relieved n happy.
my excos really rock big time (:
but im so so tired. therefore; i'll blog maybe lyk tmr?

also replying ALL my past tags. ive been botherless abt my tagboard lately. to think of it; a blog will be so so dead w/o one. so; i gonna revive my blog n tagboard once again! beeeeps! comment on my new skin kaees? hard work~

to AO: misunderstandings cleared. okaaays. i wont forget our promises boy. (: make sure u dont forget yours. and no chilly crab for u (ive updated wit a new skin!) :p hahahhaa

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Sunday, January 21, 2007


i got into NETWORKING! (:

my first reaction: "AHH! IM IN NETWORKING!!" :D:D:D:D:D afterall, its my first choice. n i hugged yanting tightly n kp jumpin ard outside clubrm wit other happy ppl who got into der specialization they wanted. so happy. he mux be terrified that moment. hahaas.
okaay. to come to think of it, im seriously feelin mixy. (is there such a word? mixed feelings = feeling mixy)

im already missin my clique of girls. NONE of em got into my specialization. they got into IM(interactive media).

1st issue: own's interest VS future prospect.
when deborah knows that im in networking; she ask me WHY. i couldnt think much n just answered, "cos i believe that networking certainly have more n better job prospect than IM." and seriously; when i came to poly, i told myself, no matter wad, go all ways for IM! cos i wan n i like it a lot. sighs. now i felt myself "betraying" der inner me. even some of my classmates thinks that im more for IM, der design n media path, i chose the otherwise.

anw, ive chosen. i'll just have to go all way out to pull my GPA up. a lot of der "4-pointers" n "high-GPAs" r in networking. derek, marcus, yanting, kevin BLAH. all networking.. faints-.

reb kept reminding me to BE CAREFUL. competition is everywhere n its especially strong in networking. xia si wo le. n im really worried abt my future classmates. will they be frenly n nice to me? will some of em stay in their cliques n stop others frm gettin into one of em? I WONDER.

2nd issue: saying goodbye to my present ones
bu she de! HAIS. how to say? afterall its been 2 yrs of frenship. in poly; 2 yrs SEEMS really really very short. ):
i wldnt forget my reb. went through a lot. how wld u forget someone u used to hate so much, but lovin so much now?

// tearing as i type these..

REBECCA CHEN TIAN NI: okaay my dearest one in class n poly life. i will seriously miss u. u'll certainly be der last one i wld wan to forget in poly life. we went through so much together; all der childish fights we had during lesson time; esp practical labs n flash lessons.. tricking u to do sth silly :p i'll miss der times where i pinch n squash ur face, the times when u smack my head whenever im sleepin during tutorials (i always wake up n diao u. rem? haha), the times we patch after heated arguments. i'll miss laughing at ur "smaller-than-normal-palm face" together wit jess, ur very funny english slang when chattin on phone wit ur boyfren n ur super act cute high pitch voice, not forgetting, weird conversations wit u n urself (sometimes in jap! more scary) haha. i'll miss all. including those bitching sessions abt ppl n our boyfrens! n der ogl times, where we drifted apart n came bac when sch reopens. but this time, we mux be in contact okaays? whenever u're free, call me up. this year i'll be goin out wit u on ur bdae n mine too okaays? dont forget me hur~~ bye my dear! T.T

TONG YI: one of those i noticed during orientaion. outstanding girl cos of ur dressing. :x okaay lah, is fanciful. through these days, got used to it. a pretty china girlfren i had in class. u know sth? its lyk so good to have u in my class. so tall n fair. i'll miss all der crapping sessions we have, esp those super funny ones during lunch times. now w/o u, sighs. no one to crap wit le.. i'll miss ur very cute china slang (O!), n times where we fight in year 1. u hit ppl very pain de! anw; quit biting nails kae! LOLS. rem i used to go ur hse to slp aft exams? and its like, JUST TO SLEEP. lols. there's one time u were havin serious cramps n we're flagging cab lyk idoits in der middle of der road outside nyp front gate. throw face!! der time where der gers went to ur hse to bake oreo cheesecake? i'll always rem u.. dont forget to invite me to ur marriage in future wor! (:

JESSICA CHIN: i got to be closer to u only in year 2. a very pretty n sweet ger. older than me by 1 yr old!! :p okay lahs. i'll always rem der times where we laugh at reb's face, where we do silly things lyk taking photos in nyp's giodano.. n have ice-creams on a hot sunny day at south canteen. u always dont wan to go south canteen de! hmm. i wonder. n oh, u're my movie-partner in class. always discussing abt movies.. rem that time where we both went to watch a movie; smuggling food into cinema n der very cool kfc plactic bag for drinks, n when we begin watchin der show, we're disgusted tat we couldnt finish our cheese fries blah.. i'll not forget meeting u for hair rebonding wit auntie connie n u hid outside regent condo cos of rain!! i'll miss der times we're being tortured in cost accounting by that "cost accountants love numbers" n taking silly photos, n u charging my handphone wit lecture socket.... n playing neopets! haha.. wit u ard is a bonus of fun n laughter. dont forget to date me out for movies wor!

JELINDA NG: jelinda.. haas always like to discuss make-up tips or products wit u. u know so much. n ur latest news abt ren fu.. i'll miss all our bitching sessions in year1.. taiwan actress n news etc. girl, wonder how many warning letters we've both collected.. lols.. countless bah. hope u'll be doing well in all ur future plans n stuffs. im jux a call away; dont forget me okays? oh yes; we're always discussin abt weight loss n stuffs. i'll jiayou jian fei in yr 3 de! :p

CHENG XIU YING: ying, very gentle ger. hahaha. n hardworking too. always got hand up hmk de. unlike me, so lazy n forgetful. beginning thinks that u're not very approachable but aft tat was easy (: though not really very close to u but nice to know u as a classmate! will rem der marketplace times. irritating n vexing moments spent in ur hse.. haha.. but! at least we'll not der last. anw, u got a very nice n sweet voice. lyks to sing song. auto-roaming mp3, u can be. hmm. u can be very indecisive at times. but no matter wad, in near future, mux do der things tat u like okaays? jia you (:



its so hard to say goodbye.
typed on 17th jan.

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Saturday, January 20, 2007


wooooo~ number of events coming up.
exicited n ANXIOUS.

first; lotsa RAD chpt4 whole programming test nxt week, followed by FOUR common test , FLASH project (my dumb space invader game), n EXAM. faint faint faints- praying hard for best time management n divine wisdom!!

second, next week is NYP open hse. busy busy-- im in charge of der henna thingy. der malay "tattoo" red dye. aiyoyo. tmr goin to lil india to buy henna wit prisca n theodore. hmms. n MIT side; seems lil my diploma got quite a lot to do.

SEE. like that where gt time to study? never mind. God will spare me special grace!

for this CNY, my poly classmates (only my clique of gerfrens) wld be havin steamboat at reb's hse! haha. so good. know her for lyk 6 yrs n never once go to her hse. mux go there see see n take red packets! :p i'll bring camera n we can take many many photos! btw; its easy for me, ying n jess to go reb's hse. but for tong n jel shld be a long journey for em bah. hahas :p

AND. my sec sch dearest havin steamboat at andrea's place. (ANDREA! prepare more prawns for gluttony me! :D) aft tat, as usual, come my place for poker games, cny food goodies n choco fondue. oh. they always have pillow fights FOR FUN. its on 23rd feb, fri (chu 6). hees. how much i wish to see em. shld be got jiajia, taigor, kehluh, ivy, andrea, tricia, huishan, karen, siewlian n xiuru. maybe more bah. (: its been a long long time since i gather wit em. maybe cos of my commitments in club n church plus studies, i kept ps-ing em. ): but im gonna be there for this cny gathering!

did i mention i lost a PRECIOUS KILOGRAM?
hahaha. tat wasnt crap. tats a miracle. i didnt know how i shred off tat kilogram. ive been feeding myself non-stop. no meal skipped, additional snacks in. MOST IMPORTANTLY, i haven been wanting to diet already. and? i slimmed. when im tryin hard to watch my diet, i GROW. inverse effects. so cute. lols. so i decided tat TAN WEISHAN shall not diet anymore. (:

im feelin a lot better. its building up me. i learnt tat wad doesnt kills, makes me grow stronger-.

replying tags tmr.
thanx for those tags; it encouraged me a lot (:

6:53 AM





Sunday, January 14, 2007


ITSM ITSM ITSM ITSM ITSM ITSM!
in sch now.
seems lyk a lot of ppl got posted to ITSM as their specialization already.
IT service management.
some's delighted; some's complaining n wagging.
wad will my specialization be.
HMM. i wld be please if i got into ITSM. its one of my choices afterall. BUT! God; pls pls please. no programming for me; or my life span in MIT will definitely shorten!
imagine tat i'll never have a chance to pull up my GPA if i got into programming.

*..IMAGINE..*
future boss: hey weishan, can u please help me to program this software? i need it before 3pm today, for a meeting. now's already 9am. jiayou hor.
me: HUH?! im so sorrie.. im weak in programming.. can i have other task pls? ..so sorrie.
futue boss: WHAT? i thought ur specialization involves programming? n u dare to claim urself as a IT student?
me: im sorrie boss.. but i really....
future boss: but wad? u think i employ u for free is it? i pay u thousand over every month n u come to me n tell me u dunno this, dunno that. i dont care. by hook or by crook u better produce a decent programmed file for me!
me: oooorh.

OH MY GOODNESS! NOOOOOOOOO.
blink future if i got myself into programming!
TIAN ARH!!

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☆罗志祥--好朋友☆
☆词 曲:kang.hyun min☆

像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄
曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
歌词提供再兴
☆☆☆☆
曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
ho 还会不会寂寞
你说我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心
会永远的寂寞
呜..☆.
☆献给永远走在一起的朋友
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i cried. very badly jux now. i felt as if my world's ending. this time, i so close to dying, an strong urge to plunge into depression sprung up within me. i forced myself not to. der more i tried not to stop, der weaker i felt. my flesh's tired. my spirit's sick. my emotions are dying off. i really jux wan to leave myself this way; to get this life wasted. i thought i was a rat in this world. created for wasting, i sinned wit these thoughts. all negatives that are opposite God's words, i have it all. even der thought to cut my wrist. felt so unloved n wasted. regrets in life makin me lousy. everything. came to me.


i cried, cried, cried.. since more than 3 weeks ago till now. everyday. no one knows. wads beneath all my concealers, foundations, eye-liners n blusher? n wads behind my laughters, smiley-faces, fun side? i told no one. even to my closest one, i hide this side. i dont know why. i dont wan their attentions. it feels horrible to have this kinda attentions. i rather let myself be this way, my own. first night was tough to hide. subsequently, crying became something "regular" for me before i sleep. 自我催眠 everyday.

know wad it feels lyk to feel fat? to feel ugly? to feel useless? limited? neglected? unlove? lousy? stressed? threatened? stupid? regret? poor? weak? to feel to be der last of everything? it hurts. frm deep inside. rem in one of my blog entries i asked, "wad happens if lighting strikes on a sunny day?" and so wad happens? things jux topple. one's world came crashing down jux lyk that..

but as my everydays passes, my crying got worst. i cry even in mornings n sometimes, afternoons. close ones ard me start to discover. they didnt really understand. they were angry wit me. for being vulnerable n irritating. so unlike der weishan they knew beforehand. tat left me even more down. i thought i can lean on em. but they left me hanging there der same, this time, even more gravity.

but thank God. i picked up myself this time, w/o leaning on anyone ard me except Him. i was so close to depression. His love fell at that impt pt. to others, it means nothing. but to me, i experienced Him. He came n poured Himself so free, a father's love overflooded all my negatives. all along, i thought ONLY faith n God's words can truely set one free. i was so wrong. so wrong. its still der same ytd, today and tmr. love overcomes all. i lost myself in worship jux now. i heard Him. His promises, my covenant wit Him-*

more precious than silver, more costly than gold.
wad can this world offers when all i desire is You?
Your word speaks louder than this world. forever.

1:21 PM







no. no one understands.
feelin VERY VERY demoralized deep inside.
its biting frm der inside. i cant even do wad i wan to do. if cry could resolve my problem, i wld have cried a river of tears by now.
looking everyone ard me succeed in areas of life,
i took a flashback ride n reflected. i felt myself hopeless. u know der feelin of REGRET? something u shld have done but u didnt? something u wanted to risk n have a chance to try but u couldnt? wad i could do is so limited.. so limited. no one understands.
i HATE limits. i really hate it.

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Thursday, January 11, 2007


someone explain to me please;
wad happens if lighting strikes on a sunny day?
____________________________________________
break-. i need one. im breaking down soon.
3 common tests. one 48, one 49, one D.



i screwed my world into black and white.
when can my world be coloured brightly again?

my results really sucks. i feel lyk breaking down n cry. i wonder where n wad went wrong. problem lies wit me. serves me right. i never once gave my best in poly life. wad kinda wonderful returns could i expect for myself? ): der more i come to think of it, der more i hate myself. i wldnt wan a diploma wit a GPA of less than 3. how disgracing that wld be, i thought.

but i cant give up now. im already on my way to year 3. i gotta clear these pathetic results tat ive messed up earlier MYSELF. its goin to be really tough. really reeeeally tough. ppl's gonna look down on me or say awful things. but im goin to show wad's inside me all along. im TAN WEISHAN. n i got a really strong back-up. i know i wont fall when ive got Him. He'll be my feet when i cant move on. i can and I CAN. i will do well in my overalls.

keep me strong oh pleasee--

ps: thanks nasir for ur million smiles to me! ;
frens for encouragements;
and lastly kaixin. thanks so much.. yupp! failure is not der end.. but part of success (: i'll trust God for the max of my remaining 70% of every module :D

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Sunday, January 07, 2007


STUPID MAGNE. forced me to do this in her blog.
GRRRR.

OKAYS. here it goes.
30 secrets of TAN WEISHAN.

1. What does your blog url MEANS?
it describes my addictions. :)

2. where do u like to take photos?
anywhere; everywhere x)

4. What is your current relationship
complicated.

5. Honestly, does your crush like you:
straight YES. :D

6. What is your current mood?
worried! tmr de OOAD test how?

7. What do you love most?
warm hugs n kisses, genuine attentions, PRESENTS! (:

8. What makes you happy?
when i give to ppl wad they LOVE most and
when i receive wad i LOVE most!

9. Are you musically inclined?
i sadly ans, NO.

10. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would you change?
NOTHING.

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be?
RAT. cos i hate em. contradicting yeah? but if im a RAT, i can be running after girls to scare em. HEHS!

12. Ever have a near death experience?
in my dreams.

13. Something you do a lot?
TALKING & LAUGHING non-stop?

14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
only heavens knows.

15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
MAGNE LIM WEN TING.

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you:
JUN LIANG!! :D:D

18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
YES. probably the last time ever.

20. What's the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex?
HER width. HIS length.

21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
ICE CHOCOLATE!

23. Ever had a drunken night?
YES. feelin high in heaven n i tot i saw Jesus.

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
seldom. i hate spongebob squarepants. tat ugly fuggy piece of sponge!

26. Do you have braces?
i wished i had, but it hurts.

28. Name something funny that happened to you?
i walk into a huge piece of glasses in bang into it. funnie enough?

29. Do you speak any other language?
CHINESE, ENGLISH, CANTONESE, HOKKIEN. if i know kinokuniya=bookshop, daiso=household mart, yoshinoya=fastfood restaurant, OISHI=delicious, SHIRIGAMI=death god, u tink i consider good at speaking jap?

30. What's your favorite smell?
HIS ODOUR. (:


LASTLY; who do u wan to bug to inherit these qns? (LIST 5!)
1) LIM KEH LUH (SEC SCH BESTIE!)
2) THEODORE NG (HEH HEH)
3) SISCA HARYANTO (CUTIE!)
4) ALVIN ONG (BAI CHI KING.)
5) ZATY (MOMMY-IN-LAW!)

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ooh. finally done wit it!

mr theo applied one kinda WEIRD nail polish for me! its for me to quit biting nails. i can really scream at him u know? its VERY VERY bitter. n i heard frm shermaine tat it causes stomachaches. specially created to help people quit bad habits! somemore; theres no colour or wad; der liquid will sip into der pores of der nails n evaporate. its stays there no matter how much of alcohol u use to remove. GRRRR.

i finally receive lotsa pics!! WANNA really blog but as ive mention; not enough hours today. HAHAHAHA!! so maybe tmr night bah.

11:30 PM





Saturday, January 06, 2007


i reap wad i sow.

i scored a dynamic D for my database common test. 30% can? ):
hais. i already noe wads goin to come out and yet i dont bother to study early. everything also last min. serves me rite. n i dont pin high hopes on RAD & accounting too. i never even touch 40 marks of accounting paper. -.- sad case. but i tink only some know der reason. anw; wad's done is done. i really really hope i wont flunk RAD. i know n i know, ms valerie wont let me off!

but thks to all encouraging ones. (:
i promise to do better. PROMISE.
btw; i planned to study tmr. at least 5 hrs?
jiayou jiayou jiayou!

hmm. anw; this week is der first week of sch.
did many many things, watched movie wit ao, theo, zaty, xiaowei, yanting, yewking & may (: HEHS. DEATHNOTE 2. NICE! oh my goodness.
but somehow; its better than DEATHNOTE 1 for me. hees.
we took some retarded photos along. but; nice night spent wit der 7 of em x)

12:19 AM





Monday, January 01, 2007


i NEVER touch a page of ANY books this holiday!
and in less than 8hrs time, i'll be in school's lecture hall.
-faints.

went shoppin wit yuan ching today.
i splurge on..
1) ZARA retro red top
2) black shiny leather bag :D:D
3) 2 bottles of nail polish (hot pink & hot red!) frm FACE SHOP
4) a BIG pink jewel ring
5) black n white checkers vintage pants
6) white tights wit some fake diamonds at der sides
7) red n white polka dot leather belt
8) white vintage top

its close to $200 for today.
HORRENDOUS? and yuan ching wasnt any better. "unequal amt spent, equal sacrifice" cos she nver work this holiday. anw, it sounds so wrong~~ btw; i got some sweet lectures frm someone who thinks i shld save money (:

and goodness! this holiday i spent a lot n A LOT. dont really wanna blog all of wad i bought, feel kinda weird to blog all. but one thing, im broke. and dont tink ive got anymore to spend. two more wks to my pay!! :D:D nevertheless,

i suppose im living very very well? :)
i so very love my cellgroup members. more and more bah (:


i wanna blog abt EXCOS maybe when im free?

previously; maybe im too stressed or disturbed abt some things and tat i tink too much, i had a thought quit. but aft some time to really really tink through, ive straighten my thoughts. no point quitting. and im not called to quit. but to be the head n not the tail! (self-encouragement :p) to those who remarked me, u know who u are. i dont know if u have HEARD anything or wad, i got NOTHING to say. its only tat u wronged me n dont know me well enough.


btw; some things to clarify.
there're some ppl who are "link" wit me differently.
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e.g1. yan ting. i call him "bastard" n he calls me "bitch".
e.g2. kimo. he always says "shan, shut up n listen to me NOW." n i do der same to him.
e.g3. yuan ching. she calls me "bitch" n "slut". i call her wad she calls me.
e.g4. AO. he always recognize me as his "ex-girlfren". but theres a reason.
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get it?
i know it might be misunderstood sometimes by der surrounding ppl BUT im really not der way u tink. i dont call eugene or ao bastard rite? hmm. jux to clarify.. (: dont wan any misunderstandings. (:

anw; camp victor fox committee members; i love u guys. :)
to der ICs; nice workin wit u guys (:
to jessica; :D:D big big smiles! sorrie for chasing u aft minutes.. :p
to gladys; workin wit u was fun. laughters always follows. hehs. :D
to sabby; camp's over. (:
to zaty; i wan Styrofoam cups. HOW COME give to sonny dont gimme?! @#$%@$#@!
to firdaus; no wonder u're aiming for design in MIT yr3 specialisation. :p
to hairul; lad! salute ur guts to download all those eerie songs alone at home! :D
to yani; babe, dont be so fierce kkae? our log woman! thx for all those water bombs!

4:48 AM