Tuesday, January 31, 2006
ytd nver blog. too tired lers.
as usual, go cousin's hse bai nian.
went to weijie's hse den eve's hse..
wasted whole day bitching n eating.
only rem my eldest auntie sae i swell up :s
some kinda mean term. DAMN.
aft tat went for pizza hut n kfc wif em.
1st time big family order pizza n kfc tog :D
okay lah. i sua(1) gu(2).
at nite went to chun dao he pan ying xing chun
err.. its spring at riverside.
every yr oso haf de..
so crowded as usual.
wif lotsa wu liao de stalls.
okay. tats ytd.
today's a happy day.
went to watch memoirs of geisha!!
wif jiajia, andrea n karen :]
we went for der first screening: 10.10am.
i rem at first, when we paid $9.50 for der tix,
we're lyk.. "wad da shit? so damn ex."
but aft tat der movie,
we're all so contented. HEHS.
no more complains le..
okay. basically,
der movie was contrary to all expectations!
its so fabulous.
omg. im not exaggerating.
its somewhat close to perfect.
HAHAHA
it deserves praises :D
n aft tat we went to do some shoppin
i got fake nails for myself again.
SO CHEAP tis time.
HAHAHA
weishan is so happy bout tat.
der last time i bought was.. $16.90?
it's only $2 now!!
got SALES mah.
sales always cheat gers into buying more.
okay. n aft tat ivy came to meet us,
andrea n karen went off.
den we went to take neoprints.
aft tat proceeded to jiajia de hse bai nian.
got angbao take! HEHS.
(no wonder zong sae i money-minded :s)
so happie to take angbaoS.
BEST FRENS
disciples of angel5 clan!
aft tat we decided to play badminton.
so ivy n me rushed home, change casual,
rush back to meet jiajia n her sis again.
oh ya; jiajia's 2 guy frens came along.
we've booked der badminton court
2hrs $14.80, so ex
usual is 1hr $3 ONLY
dok ppl's money sia
HAHAHA
but was really fun.
lotsa messing ard n laughters
long time nver exercise.. bone itchy..
today so shuang arh!
HEHS.
YOU PEOPLE SPICED UP MY LIFE
9.36pm
3:45 AM
Sunday, January 29, 2006
today's 大年初一
as usual, went ah ma hse.
wen reach there,
auntie lilian looked frm inside n
asked me hu i wan to find.
she couldnt recognise me at all.
i tink cos of my hair colour lahs
tey all sae i change so much.
last yr, tey encouraged me to b model.
cos of my height n my slim body.
tis yr, tey advised me to b jean yip de 代言人
get wad it means?
okay, lets drop der topic.
u'll noe if u're witty enough.
i almost wanted to murder someone
its gonna b auntie lilian.
she damn big mouth lor!
she commented loudly
"WAH shanshan, u've grown so pretty! every yr lyk becoming more n more prettier!"
i was quite shy lahs; blushin....
but i was actually laughing out inside my heart
HAHAHA
n she continued..
"BUT u become very fat leh. wad u do at home?"
i was lyk.. WAH PIANG EH! omg.
she cannot ask me privately is it? no brain.
all my cousins were all giggling away lors.
throw my face on 1st day..
den now u will c a damn fake de weishan confessing to save some of her face;
i smiled n told her cheerfully..
"hahaha.. ya lor.. gd life mah. but i lyk myself now :]"
DAMN. i faked generous.
anyway, more aunties joined in discuss me.
on der other hand, ah ma was happie.
sian diao lor. nver mind..
i comforted myself tat
"at least, i dun look lyk a corgi!"
hahaha..
tis yr de 初一 very 冷清
初二 shld haf more ppl bah.
cos gabriel n marcus tey all went overseas.
bac only tmr morning.
n ying ying, meii, a lot lah..
all still at austrailia :s cannot c em..
no gabriel n marcus = no poker tis yr..
:(
im a habitual gambler okays?!
hahaha
however, der food was copious.
x) imagine im nver hungry throughout..
hahaha
but i cannot take cold drinks!
SIAN. got mens. wad der....
damn pathetic.
oh yaya!!
im flooded wif qns.
kp askin me if i got bf or not..
den got mus let em c next yr....
i told em, im 18 tis yr. not 28.
n my auntie tat time saw me wif "HIM" lor;
SWAY
i tot she's one of those cock eye de;
so wont really see us frm tat distance.
den she mentioned today!
shit. so long liao le, she still can rem.
den she can still describe lor..
n my mother sabo me!
she blur blur ask me is it "_ _ _" or not..
FAINT.
ya lah; of course; at tat time,
medalene tan li shi n eda tan huiwen
were der greatest laughing bitches alive
lols. okay, lets not elaborate further..
so embarassing..
hmm..
tis yr machiam intensive suaning n tekaning
but i tink a lot of my cousins got it worst.
HAHAHA.
im lovin my ah ma more..
she's der ONLY one hu appreciates my fats.
HAHAHA
i rem bfore i leave der hse; i was so.. sarcastic?
i told auntie lilian
"i'll make sure i SLIM DOWN bfore i come back."
HAHAHA bitchy me.
we're one of der last families to leave..
leave there at.. 11? ard there bah.
at der end of der day..
i received $374 de red packet :]
11.59pm
7:01 AM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
people;
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
its DOG's year..
let us behave lyk dogs den.
lols..
anyways, god bless me huhs?
ytd's der first day of my mens.
today is der "official" first day :s
how luckily RED.. omg.
later no more cold drinks for me lers.
all cramps n pain..
10.19am
6:17 PM
anyone wans to marry weishan?!!
she's a good wife cum maria!!
she packed her whole room in an hr's time..
her room's super messy de wors.
lols.
i'll blog again later x)
11.16pm
7:13 AM
那天醒来忽然想
不愿再做等待的女孩
拿掉戒指扎起马尾
开始不再想你姿态
接受无奈承认失败
她才是你的爱
寂寞伴随自由色彩
迎面来
头发甩甩大步的走开
不怜悯心底小小悲哀
挥手bye-bye 祝你们愉快
我会
一个人活得精彩
也许明天我会选择
自己旅行不轻易恋爱
也许明天我会遇见
比你更适合的男孩
接受爱情自有安排
谁才是我的爱
找个人活得精彩
gimme some time to change.
i will become better..
i will.
my cny resolutions.
[x] slim down by march. (lose 3kgs)
[x] slim down by may. (lose another 5kgs)
[x] save $5 dollars everyday. (mon-fri only)
[x] save up to $100+ every mth.
[x] score A for all subjects besides cpro n maths.
[x] score B for cpro n maths.
i can haf my life back.
i can.
wif time, frens, god.
no more
LETS WAIT FOR TOMORROW TO START
for me.
8.34pm
4:14 AM
Friday, January 27, 2006
fcuking tired n sick.
i need him;
if only he noes.
1.46am
9:41 AM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
i saw sin huey n kelly in my sch today
at a very "corner" side of der sch.
somemore is bside der lift wors.. haa..
but thx to yongquan..
his eyes damn sharp :]
my maths got a C.
fcuk. sibei jialat.. so disappointed.
aft sch went SIX hrs of shoppin wif yiling.
jux reached home..
i bought a topshop de orange top. :]
she bought quite a lot of tings lahs.. lols
spent hundred plus.
n she arh..
first ting is to buy her boyfren de top.
:s somemore is I choose de wors!
(c! i've got great taste yeah?! hahaha)
but she cfm n paid.. :s
paying not done by me, wad can i say?
oh ya.. saw nic there quite a lot of time..
suntec's so small. hao(3) qiao(3).
anyways, im still as sick. feel lyk dying.
lip's pale as sheet.
and as for tmr nite..
si KELVIN. i'll slaughter u tmr. :s
12.36am
8:08 AM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
oh man..
i feel so sick..
machiam dying. :s
lish came my hse in mornin
n brought me pineapple tarts.
aft tat she rushed to sch.
THANKS cousin.
but im sick, how to eat? :(
later still nid to go sch..
die le lah..
whole body's hot.
sore throat till cough got blood
how much i hope im a human w/o saliva.
so tat i dun even haf to swollow any ting
down my flaming throat :s
10.54am
6:50 PM
THANKS SERENE.
u brightened up my life. :D
went shoppin wif her aft sch.
got myself a full set of clothes.
i love tat belt! :]
it's white leather wif crystals..
i wanted to buy tat der last time
i went out wif yiling,
but i tot it's ex. so didnt buy..
but really cannot lahs..
heart icthy, went to buy.
i showed my mother der clothes.
she sae der skirt n belt very special.
but she SCOLDED me for buying black top.
:s she sae my ah ma's face will surely turn black n flare at her; if i wear tis during cny.
OMG. my ah ma is hard to pls.
didnt wake up in mornin for any joggin
is cant wake :s
i feel sick. sick n tiring.
sch's moody for me. :[
oh ya
went for a tok wif derek, eugene n penguin
waste of time except der buffet part.
hahaha der refreshments perk me up! x)
10.13pm
4:56 AM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
my bones r bit itchy..
so long nver exercise le.
HEHS.
c tmr mornin can wake up early mah
if can go jog a few rounds.
got c-pro results bac.
got pathetically a C.
means 60-65..
im very unsatisfied.
wad lousy grade is tat?
but its already a blessing lers..
cos.. err..
dun nid sae u guys shld noe wad i wan sae..
heng arhs.. haven noe maths results..
hope its a B.. GOD BLESS!!
aniwae;
im NOT late for my lessons today..
HEHS;
classmates were surprised.
im happie.
so im goin to b on time tmr too! :]
actually today's a moody day.
:( dunno y.. very down.
its not bcos of der results..
haiis..... feel lyk rotting..
sorrie reb.. my attitude sux today :s
maybe my mens r soon to come..
is it? i nver count.. :ss
but i tink its round der corners.
i dun feel lyk smiling, laughing, joking or wad
i jux feel lyk.. being quiet.
tis mornin receive bad news :s
jel msged tat her grandma passed away.
im sorrie fren. pls take lotsa care :]
we'll all b there for u.
11.58am
7:39 AM
Monday, January 23, 2006
i can do well de.
i shld b grateful for tis results le.
wad more can i complain?
(at least, i PASSED)
n i only studied for half a day.
i swear to b super hadworking frm now;
i'll grate all papers into shreds!
i wan to chiong!
no A nver mind. i aim B!
i can do it de. i CAN. n i WILL.
im not bein contradicting;
im jux healed by my lord :)
no matter wads my results for maths,
i will move on.
life dont ends here n
ppl doesnt stop to wait for me.
if i dont mopve on i'll only die now.
2 choices;
DO or DIE.
i choose DO.
10.34am
6:43 PM
:( OH FCUK.
:( c-pro got grade C
:( damn it.
:( sian le lah; so demoralize now..
:( no mood for any lessons le lah.
:( worst still my proj oso dunno how to do..
:( feel so much lyk crying now..
:( all my gerfrens in class did well.
:( i tink all A.. :s feel so lousy..
:( later will noe maths results.
:( if my maths grade really less than B
:( den maybe i zhen de ren bu zhu will cry out..
SERVES ME RITE
10.13am
6:17 PM
im super tired;
damn.
haven finish my report.
mornin missed der 2hr lecture again
n worst still, missed 1hr of der elective lesson.
aft sch went kbox wif der gers.
supposed to meet jel go town shoppin de,
but in der end went kboxing.
haas.. time's foreva not enough.
err.. n there's tis competion goin on.
tat is to compete to drink coke using short straws.
nver go participate; so silly.
anyway, ive been stuffing myself wif nuts. :]
cant rem how mani times we asked for refill.
is it 10 times or 8?
aft tat we went for some shoppin.
gd for xiuying n jel.
all got shou(1) huo(4); only me dun haf :s
xiuying got herself blush,
jel got new sandles.
i wanted to buy der perfect conceallor de
too bad; new edition only got 2 shades. :s
11.59pm
7:48 AM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
YES! i finished my semester proj lers!!
started at 1pm lyk tat.. jux finished.
HEHS. 1 hr plus jiu complete le!
but seriously, not very well done..
rushed-work always sucks.
but overall, can pass jiu hao.
aniwae, tis proj is onli a pass or fail grade. x)
n now!
chiong finish my tinkin n prob solvin proj jiu ke yi go out lers!! YEAH.
but wonder how long it takes..
best is 2 hrs.
plus tmr got formal presentation..
god bless.. :]
tonite i'll blog on my sch open hse n stuffs.
jing(4) qing(3) qi(1) dai(4)!!
2.42pm
10:36 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
i very busy lahs;
no time do bloggin anymore :s
11.59pm
7:58 AM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
nice afternoon at pizza hut;
had a "ghostly" time n FUN there.
shared a huge set wif der gers
got bbq chix supreme n lava3 stuff crust
they got small appetite i say,
:)
thanks classmates!
was late for sch today AGAIN.
ytd (sch reopen) already late for 3 hrs le.
somemore today miss de is c-pro lab.
tink i goin get another warning letter soon.
i can nver wake early no matter how early i slp
:s
11.56pm
6:09 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
ytd was fun.
didnt haf a chance to blog
cos waiwai came to my hse
to chiong her reprt until..
next morning. :]
n tat means,
we pathetically shared a bed.
LOL
today went shoppin wif anzoe
merilyn joined us later.
anzoe claims tat im her MUMMY
which makes me more lyk her MARIA
hahaha; today was nice.
except tat i jux gobbled 20 egg rolls
wen watchin tv. sighs.
u c, its already aft 9.
n eating aft 9 can gain weights. :s
10.11pm
5:11 AM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
HEH. one decent shot;
maths exams today.
SUCKS.
dont even bother to descride wad happened.
jux remember not long aft
we came out of da lecture rm,
mr almighty dickson appeared.
so many ppl shout loud at dickson;
sort of funnie to me..
OR BEE QUACK!
he "qian ma" mah..
who call him gif wrong info.
LOL
of course, i joined in wif em :s
aft sch;
went to cafe cartel celebrate james bdae
so met da rest at city hall.
brought reb along n intro em :]
supposed to go thai xpress de.
but da gers all sae "so ex!"
n in da end,
tey chose a even more ex de restaurant,
tat's cafe cartel. lols, my cute gers..
hmpfs
ordered so much of good food
too bad, only one gastric.
jux imagine esther is able to
describe me as "hungry ghost"
arghh! so embarassed! :s
but im one at tat time :DD
LOL
so FULL
if only i can vomit out all fats?
:s sorrie; i mentioned _ _ _ again. :s
n ling n arthas jux ame my hse.
gave ling a stalk of red sunflower.
:DD
hope she lyk it :]]
oh yes.
i forgot to blog on my mother.
my mother went for hair perming tat day
its her CNY new hairstyle.
wahh.. so nice.
der perm is those auntie kind de..
as in.. auntie lyk to do de..
but she now looks much more prettier
n most of all,
she looks more energetic
wise decision.:]
2.29am
8:17 AM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
here's an evidence of weishan
being a certifide pig wif REAL quality.
hahaha.
frm lynn's blog.
http://www.pprincesslynn-.blogspot.com/
this is wad she COMMENTED;
:DD
sunday i didnt sleep at all.
spend e whole night watchin anime
and watchin shann sleeping.
she sure can sleep.
and even ask me to be gentle with her
if i wan to wake her up.
fren, if you wanna wake somebody up,
how can b gentle?
will only die at e person's feet.
hahaha.
tat's why im nt gentle to u.
anyway, gentle or rough still e same.
i threw my winnie e pooh at u
and u only moved abit
and continued sleeping.
he saw it too, dun deny! haha -D
11.56pm
7:14 AM
tmr's MATHS common test.
instead of muggerin guai guai at home,
i went to idle at suntec city for da whole day.
surprised to see yihui workin over there.
didnt haf a chance to "boom!" her.. LOLs.
actually i brought my maths book there.
i wanted to work hard de
bought tea n carrot cake frm coffee bean.
tinkin i can focus.
too bad, suntec's too much distractions le.
until andy told me..
"gif up lahs. u dun haf da heart to study.
force oso no use. jux close da book will do."
n i gave up upon hearin tat.
in da n went for shoppin
wif esther, daryl n andy :s
tis time cham AGAIN.
fail liao lor..
no lahs.. kiddin de. i try to start now.
an hr per chpt will do?
hope can run through everyting by today.
den tmr straight away go test. :DD
i mux prepare to slp late lers..
maybe 3am?
CHIONG ARH!!!
10.20pm
5:46 AM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
mama!
da weather is COLD!
gimme blankets!!
its all rain pigs n cows all day long.
damp atmosphere; damn mood.
went sisca's hse tis aftnoon
i was DRENCHED.
aft tat went to suntec by cab.
lotsa n lotsa CRAPS over there.
da four of us were..
y not i describe em..?
sista kaixin was totally adorable today! x)
merilyn almost went crazy;
anzoe was crazy;
weishan made em crazy wif her craps :]
FINALLY!
i went to da fortune of wealth
(or wadeva u call tat)
wif merilyn n anzoe..
i've been wantin to go there
since dunno how many yrs back!
gosh. i went today.
yaya.. call me sua ku lah. :s
made ONE wish.
went 3 rounds.
felt da gushing water.
its so...
lyk a small dream come through? hees..
at nite i passed by there again.
IF ONLY i had one super duper nice boyfren who went there to dedicate a song for me n post msg tat would b shown on through laser..; and tat would be certainly ROMANTIC!
i swear i'll MELT right on da spot.
went for some shoppin for a while.
had auntie anne's dough. YUM.
anzoe is totally mischievious.
i almost wanted to KILL her!! lols. :D
n later on merilyn oso went crazy wif her.
oh yah!
enjoyed my macdonald lunch n dinner.
its.. _ _ _ TTENING!
lol. i sensitive to tat word le LAH. :)
gotta noe some new frens.
cheryl, xiang wen? and ......
sorrie..
weishan suffered frm severe stm..
last stage. :s
emm..
i formed a
"thurs common test fail club"
patrick was da first member :))
memberships terminate on thurs.
last day to join da club is tmr.
c'mon. lets flunk maths tog;
or aim a D :]
im searchin for ppl to die wif me.
lynn:
my poor poor ger.
i noe u trapped in tat place whole day.
i wanted to save u..
but tis time got tings do.. so cannot.
if next time got chance again,
(provided i free lah..)
i'll snatch some ps2, laptop, or wadeva
to ur side n entertain u :D
or i guess a CAMERA will do everyting? x)
camera create wonders!
AND!
hey frens;
i wan complain! i so angry lah!
da fruit basket de fruits ROTTEN de.
:ss wan me eat le die is it?
so angry.
(again; i'll update da pictures
once i transfer into da com frm ling.)
n SHIT. meetin james at 9 at yck mrt tmr.
FAINT.
so early..
but.. okie lor. bo bian.
11.59pm
7:05 AM
Monday, January 09, 2006
HEY.
ITS GOIN TO BE A LONG ENTRY OKIES?
:DD
ytd nite went to mac at 9pm+;
PLANNED to ton over there de
so jio-ed terry, ling n arthas along.
in der end, we only stayed till 12am
den we decided to change location n
ton at ling's hse instead of mac.
but bfore tat, went 7-11
to buy some ingredients
haas! we wanted to
prepare supper for ourselves.
got fresh milk, cornflakes, maggi mee,
fishballs, eggs, etc
took some photos along der way..
(i'll get her to send me der photos..)
den i went to study for my c-pro.
OMG. so tired.. its already 3+am lers..
n under der comfy condition;
i gave in, and went to sleep on der sofa.
lucky i got ling, she kp waking me up.
but i was lyk... begging for more slp?
"ahhh.. pls gimme 15 more mins. plsss.."
n my poor ger nver slp at all.
at round 6am, reb gave me a mornin call
den went to meet her at woodlands mrt station
thx arthas for driving me there.
if not i'll b late again n b nagged by tat ger. :s
wen we reached sch, i STARTED proper studyin.
take note, is jux started.
did some last min revision den went in exam hall.
everyting was lyk.. FCUK.
so tough. awwwwwww! OUCH.
i didnt finish 40 marks of it.
heart aches. there goes grade A n B n C.
im left wif only D n F.. :((
F?!! grr...
c'mon, pick one for me den.
den aft tat reb came to my hse.
reach at bout 11am?
cos our exams ended at 10am.
whole lotsa time to smear n snear! :D
had lunch at foodfare den went to rent vcds n watch.
we picked a korean movie, NICE!
somemore $2 for der disc nia.
CHEAP n GOOD.
but aft disc 1 i begin to "seh" halfway lers.
hey, imagine i didnt slp for a nite mans.
den i fell aslp.
until a delivery man FINALLY delivered
my FRUIT BASKET to my hse..
bo bian, gotta wake up n sign der receipt.
wahaas.. frankly speaking,
der flowers smells quite nice... :xx
got lily, lavender n sunflowers..
i planned to gif da flowers away. hahaaa..
DARL! u'll get 1 stalk of RED sunflower.
its a compensation for not gettin u siong kuen's bag :]
n den, i went to clementi to fetch my darl. :D
reb was wif me too.. she went to meet jose.
hees. its rainin heavily on der way there.
n tat reb DONT know how to walk wif sandles.
shes so slow..
i doubt i missed a train while waitin for her :xx
hahahahahaa
den we shared a lot on da platform at clementi.
cos both darl n jose still on der way rushin to meet us.
n there's quite a lot to tok..
of course! laughters along da way....
den me n darl went to shop at clementi.
but its a small place u c,
so we went for food hunting.
as in searchin for some place to settle down n grab a bite.
so we went to haf BBQ STINGRAY!
haas... deliciously spicy :))
den aft tat went to lot 1 to do some window shoppin.
practically jux to pass time.
but its duper fun.
its always funnie to haf her around. :DD.
guess tis time i realli mux buck up a bit
in my studies lers.. :ss
i DONT wan to treat keong swensons lah;
CHAM.
n oh yah. i gotta plan for james de bdae.
HMPFS.
stop hurryin! sth good will come..
lemme c.........................
11.57pm
4:32 AM
Saturday, January 07, 2006
argh!!
dont understand aniting!! how how how?!!
MON exam le!!!!
KAN CHEONG LAH!
today den flip books.. :s
seriously, all my labs copy frm der teacher de!!
always wait for her to type out answers..
CHAM. dont understand a pig.
:(((((
2.28am
10:08 AM
went for srv today.
JOYCE MAYER was powerful!
but its more lyk a revelation to mie though.
presense of god? i felt it :]
learnt a lot.
still wonderin if i shld go tmr..
mon got big exam wors.. SIAN.
but i believe joyce mayer is goin to spread even MORE powerful god's word tmr
n let god change my life
hmpfs.. so.. lemme decide later den.
as for today; i thx god.
HE machiam prepared joyce mayer for me..
im still doubtin if i shld go for srv today
cos i was in such lousy mood
n tis week's lyk so horrible to me.
but.. praise da lord. i went :)
GOD created every part of me uniquely
all creations by him contains glory within.
im HIS creation.
i contains his GLORY.
so im not goin to get upset bout myself again.
im goin to learn to LOVE myself
so tat i can LOVE all others around me more :))
AND.
thx frenS for all ya concernS
i love u guys :)
my leg n wrist r all fine n well.
n of course;
i WONT close down my blog for a.. loser?
haas. okies. no worries.
11.12pm
6:35 AM
Friday, January 06, 2006
thx frens;
im much much better now.
its a horrible day for me ytd.. so sway.
ytd's misery (chronological order)
1) overslept for project wif agnes n sya
2) didnt noe data comm lesson was cancelled (so brought all da books to sch)
3) failed to meet jiajia n taigor cos time clashed. (sorrie.)
4) sandles broken der moment i stepped out of sch (limped all da way to yck mrt w/o sandles!)
5) i missed my bs.
6) ACCIDENT happened to me (was referred to raffles hospital for treatment)
7) flagged for an hr of cabs but all efforts were fruitless; called for cabs, no cabs wanted to take it up. (reached home at midnight)
argh! n mon got common test lers! CHAM. so fast.
looks lyk i gotta pia for these 2 days.
im running out of time!
i haven been revising at all.. worst still, all my projects r beautifully left untouched :ss
haiiyo, n sunday cannot go swimming wif jiajia ler
leg lyk tat, go into da pool can faint mans. LOL
ohh ya; i scolded some vulgars today.. :x
its not tat nice duh; so long nver scold n today splurt out so mani tough words.
i forgot my swears lers..
aft reading pengs de e-mail; i feel so.. err.. sinful?
anyway, today isnt good either.
but at least better than ytd.
im goin to count n compare my everyday le. LOL
:DD
PISSED OFF SATAN!
u can nver get me. i WONT surrender.
12.33am
8:37 AM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
OH. wad da fcuk.
i DONT understand wad der data comm tutor CRAPping rite now.
CHAM.
i gonna FAIL everyting.
yes yes; knn..
heaven's punishing tis lil sinner here rite now.
life's a total mess. its too much for me to take it.
i CANT cope totally wif all my subject rite now;
criess..
da suntec management gave me a call n apologised in morning.
as in.. how idoits ppl can get>?
tey told me tat der lift managements would send me a FRUIT BASKET as apology and all bills can b credited to em.
its lyk.. wtf? FRUIT BASKET?!
asshole. arghh! wad bout my future appointments?
my time forked out to c doctors?
so wad if its free?
which bloody dumbo would lyk to c a doctor even if its for FREE?!
cant imagine tat i'll b gettin injectionS on my next appointment
FCUK.
n im gettin so BLOODILY pek chek rite now. KILL me.
might as well lemme die.
dwell me in misery den. :)
THANK GOD.
i might haf died.. THANKS; I LOVE YOU.
lemme faint.
3.55pm
11:42 PM
i realli dont wanna complain much animore.
im in tis filthy mood rite now.
im referred to raffles hospital at 9pm+ into der 24hrs emergency ward.
i almost DIED on der spot, i swear tat.
if he's not there to shout n help.
im scared to my wits, almost fainted.
5 security guards questioned me, 1 officer lady over there.
spy videos were rewinded n replayed.
complaints lodged.
apologies received. photos of scene of crime taken.
tey booked a cab n sent me there :(
there's bleeding of cos and some swells
its an stupid accident tat could be more fatal.
doctors n nurses tried to calm me down first.
n explained clearly tat there's be SCARS.
i cried.
tey tried to cool me but its fruitless.
der only difference is how obvious it'll be.
i'll make sure i claim my claims n insurance or compensations (wadeva u call it) frm SUNTEC CITY
im so depressed now. scars? :/
n bills totalled up to three digits;
im a poor freaak now.
thanx serene n jo for acc me to der hospital;
thanx sista kaixin for everyting;
thanx pastor aries n lotsa other pastors whom i dont noe :x;
thanx yiling for fetching me home, right to my doorstep;
thanx shireen, sisca, waiseen and darl for all der msges;
thanx sarah for being there;
thanx james, pengs, kaixin for all der calls;
IM GLAD IM STILL ALIVE;
9:17 AM
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
i gotta praise my c-pro lecturer.
i lovee him to core duh!
he's possessed wif da special ability
to hypnosize souls into deep dreams.
but he STILL can teach so excitedly
i respect his thick-skiness n perserverance
maybe next lecture i suport him lahs. LOL
i meet up wif serene dearie aft sch.
she finished her lessons at 1pm;
how nice of her to wait for me until 3pm.
aft tat went to causeway de mos burger n chat
we're certified long-tongue bitches! hahaa..
got so much to share; so lil time only
had a rather late lunch.
once again, one teriyaki chix burger set wif..
XTRA MAYONAISE!!
oo. oo. ooooo..! heavenly!
its jux so irresistable, so sinful, so undesirably addictive!
or u wanna call it fattening?
anyway, it doesnt makes much difference at all.
aft tat, i went to meet a dumb lady.
she made me waited for 1 whole hr or even more.
im sure angel5 clan would get really pleased to noe tat
yaya actually waited for kaka for ONE hr. :)
gosh. nver mind.
emm.. as im waiting PATIENTLY for my ger,
im, as usual, stoning. (at a corner of course)
wen there is tis guy hu approached me for my no.
BLUSH heavily.
c'mon ppl. imagine a guy askin a stone for numbers.
goodness.
arghh. throws all faces tat ive got!
its realli worng timing.
i stared blankly at him for.. a couple of seconds?
n asked him wad.
n he asked it lers! he ask le!
call me a nut.
hmpfs.. i type tis add here..
cos later i'll lose it unintendedly.
farrer po box 933 912899
xian ge ji yi fu zhe ren shou
6:01 AM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
for lingg:
ni zhen de xia si wo lers.
dont cry le okies?
everyting's goin to b fine, my dear.
look on more onto der bright side..
if they dont worth ur effort; leave em.
i believe once u get into a poly or wad;
u'll sure b able to grab ur own grp, own frens de.
its sch reopen de FIRST day in 2006.
im realli happie today; or perhaps, contented.
tis is all wad i wan. a grp of gd gerfrens tog..
warm, nice n sweet.
its always pleasing to haf some gd frens by ur side in sch :]
haas.. im lovin em so much. xD
aniwae; lets get into der chpt.
went to j8 during break today; BY BUS.
haas.. mux emphasize. :x
den got 1 gd news, got an hr lesson cancelled.
so total got 2.5 hrs to spare wors.
had lunch at long john.
it fattening (obviously)
im gonna be addicted to der cajun chix wif rice.
heys! i dare u. its so nice. lol
after tat went for shopping.
finally found some accessories to go wif my hp.
but not tat cheap.
aft tat went back to sch n blah blah..
NICE DAY in sch :)
went home help mummy cooked dinner.
i helped her bao(1) shui(3) jiao(3)
heh heh heh. enjoyed today's dinner.
aniway, i helped out not bcos i hardworking or wad.
its bcos i love to bond my family together.
it warms me up greatly.
in conclusion;
everyting's NICE today! PERFECT.
lemme c..
also, sth happened.
amos found out tat i noe benedict;
actually its noting worth mentioning.
but den, wad matters is tat
benedict told me a lot of tings bout amos,
all negative.
anyway, its all goin to b der past.
...i'll create new happie moments wif my classmates in this 2006
:DD CRAPs again.
arghh..
missed another appointment wif darl today :(
darl! ur FREN here is missin u greatly,
faster respond to her cries!
sad sad SAD.
but heys! we STILL gonna meet up on thurs!
isn't tat great news? at
hao qi dai wors! xD
12.30am
8:46 AM
Monday, January 02, 2006
goin back to sch in.. 6 hrs time?
hmpfs. meeting up darl for pratas in.. 21 hrs time?
feelin a lil random rite now.
its a new yr; its goin to b a new start for me :)
its not goin to lyk previous semester
wif so much of suspicious n worries..
maybe last year i listened too much to der "ppl"..
its time for mie to get up n tink;
:))
im goin to change for der better
ive survived a yr of backstabbings among new frens.
2006 is goin to b better;
it'll be.
aniwae; i jux sent jessie my new blogskin.
shes der first one to view it.
n tats my present for her :)
my theme for tis skin is.. him.
look under der angels coloumn;
link all der beginning letters of der names together.
you'll form da name.
but thx jess, jiajia, terry, yiling, keong, derrick
for all ur encouragements (esp jess)
i asked for some ppl's comments to my skin.
its all positive! :D
im tinkin of posting it to blogskins.com
hmpfs... tis is how it looks..
comment comment!
be it positive or negative; pls, try comment to me okies?
:))
9:04 AM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
YIPPS!!
ive created my one n only blog.. its my first blog..
nono.. emm.. first blog as in.. first SELF-CREATED blog.
its da one n only in da world wors!! hees
so contented now.. a lil proud too :)
but i spent a day. tough job yeah. now 4.20am.. is AM. haas.
hey. patrick owe me a story.
im still waiting huhs. HAAS. i believe its goin to make me laugh :D
today whole day acc daddy at home.
den went yewtee wif him for lunch..
saw derrick n louis over there. how nice :)
hmpfs.. actually got meet waiwai de.
but den too bad, timing got clashed.
jux now at bout 12+am yiling came my hse
n passed me some goodies frm malaysia.
thx my dear. :))
frankly speakin; im smilin wen doin tis blog.
wif da photos of all my best ppl in life now.
wif all regards in my hearts.. all old frens n new frens..
wen doin da photos,
i realised me n yiling got so much new n current photos..
but me n jess were der ones a couple of months or so ago de.
i feel sad n stupid actually.
i feel so drifted frm jessie. :SS
awful feelin im havin right now.
is it me tat neglected her..?
ahhhh!! im sorrie DARL!
no worries!
once i catch up wif her, i'll post lots n lotsa pics of us in my blog!
im goin to make it real big man!
FREN. i miss u lahs. :(
n serene! my dear.
i oso haven been meetin her up.
SOBS a thousand for my weak management in frenship.
i believe 2006 will b a miracle year.
12:20 PM
