Saturday, January 27, 2007
i completed my new blogskin! :D:D:D
lyk finally? yes. gonna miss my old skin.
respect the loveee of my life*
anw, i had added a shuffled mp3 player in my blog.
ten songs in total. love it! hope u guys will lyk it too (:
now. YOU be the DJ.
NYP open hse just ended. feelin relieved n happy.
my excos really rock big time (:
but im so so tired. therefore; i'll blog maybe lyk tmr?
also replying ALL my past tags. ive been botherless abt my tagboard lately. to think of it; a blog will be so so dead w/o one. so; i gonna revive my blog n tagboard once again! beeeeps! comment on my new skin kaees? hard work~
to AO: misunderstandings cleared. okaaays. i wont forget our promises boy. (: make sure u dont forget yours. and no chilly crab for u (ive updated wit a new skin!) :p hahahhaa
Labels: PERFECT 2007 BLOG :D
2:26 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
wooooo~ number of events coming up.
exicited n ANXIOUS.
first; lotsa RAD chpt4 whole programming test nxt week, followed by FOUR common test , FLASH project (my dumb space invader game), n EXAM. faint faint faints- praying hard for best time management n divine wisdom!!
second, next week is NYP open hse. busy busy-- im in charge of der henna thingy. der malay "tattoo" red dye. aiyoyo.
tmr goin to lil india to buy henna wit prisca n theodore. hmms. n MIT side; seems lil my diploma got quite a lot to do.
SEE. like that where gt time to study? never mind.
God will spare me special grace!for this CNY, my poly classmates (only my
clique of gerfrens) wld be havin
steamboat at reb's hse! haha. so good. know her for lyk 6 yrs n never once go to her hse. mux go there see see n take red packets! :p i'll bring camera n we can take many many photos! btw; its easy for me, ying n jess to go reb's hse. but for tong n jel shld be a long journey for em bah. hahas :p
AND. my sec sch dearest havin
steamboat at
andrea's place.
(ANDREA! prepare more prawns for gluttony me! :D) aft tat,
as usual, come my place for
poker games, cny food goodies n choco fondue. oh. they always have
pillow fights FOR FUN. its on
23rd feb, fri (chu 6). hees. how much i wish to see em. shld be got jiajia, taigor, kehluh, ivy, andrea, tricia, huishan, karen, siewlian n xiuru. maybe more bah. (: its been a long long time since i gather wit em. maybe cos of my commitments in club n church plus studies, i kept ps-ing em. ): but im gonna be there for this cny gathering!
did i mention
i lost a PRECIOUS KILOGRAM?
hahaha. tat wasnt crap. tats a miracle. i didnt know how i shred off tat kilogram. ive been feeding myself non-stop. no meal skipped, additional snacks in. MOST IMPORTANTLY, i haven been wanting to diet already. and? i slimmed. when im tryin hard to watch my diet, i GROW. inverse effects. so cute. lols. so i decided tat
TAN WEISHAN shall not diet anymore. (:
im feelin a lot better. its building up me. i learnt tat
wad doesnt kills, makes me grow stronger-.
replying tags tmr.
thanx for those tags; it encouraged me a lot (:
6:53 AM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
someone explain to me please;
wad happens if lighting strikes on a sunny day?
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break-. i need one. im breaking down soon.
3 common tests. one 48, one 49, one D.
i screwed my world into black and white.
when can my world be coloured brightly again?
my results really sucks. i feel lyk breaking down n cry. i wonder where n wad went wrong. problem lies wit me. serves me right. i never once gave my best in poly life. wad kinda wonderful returns could i expect for myself? ): der more i come to think of it, der more i hate myself. i wldnt wan a diploma wit a GPA of less than 3. how disgracing that wld be, i thought.
but i cant give up now. im already on my way to year 3. i gotta clear these pathetic results tat ive messed up earlier MYSELF. its goin to be really tough. really reeeeally tough. ppl's gonna look down on me or say awful things. but im goin to show wad's inside me all along. im TAN WEISHAN. n i got a really strong back-up. i know i wont fall when ive got Him. He'll be my feet when i cant move on. i can and I CAN. i will do well in my overalls.
keep me strong oh pleasee--
ps: thanks nasir for ur million smiles to me! ;
frens for encouragements;
and lastly kaixin. thanks so much.. yupp! failure is not der end.. but part of success (: i'll trust God for the max of my remaining 70% of every module :D
11:16 AM