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THERESE
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Sunday, July 02, 2006

hmpfs.
i really wanna spend some time seriously blogging.

ytd midnight i wanted to blog.
too bad. im too tired. fell aslp on desk.
mornin found tat im still online on msn.
i got more than 10 windows tellin me england lost!
-_- sad case.
my fave team. sighs.
but its expected actually..
i tot wld be some kinda draw den
at penalty shoot-out den lose to portugal.
diao. but its lyk.. nothing to sae. :(
heard frm sisca n a few tat becks cried.
his last yr at wc n got injured!! BECKS!! :(:(:(
sad times two.
anyway, brazil oso lost to france.
its unexpected to me, though france is oso a gd team.

went for mornin srv today.
met junying at yew tee mrt station.
he passed me my adidas spain jersey!
:D:D:D:D:D
THANKS.

yipps. srv was great indeed.
though der words shared r der same,
it was double anointin n fuller understanding
of the word.
same as ytd, pastor tan laid hands on der leaders
of both our church n other churches. :)
he prophesized today!
he said to pastor ailin
"der lord will send u off to ard der world
n thousands n thousands of children
will be saved.. you shall be......" blah.
pastor tan got really anointed. :)
same for us.

aft der srv, i went for cg wit
fang, yvette, samson, nixi, junying, linda n sisca.
by cab :))
on der way, there's this dunno wad
champion dog fair.
can faint! so many D-O-G-S!!
hahaha
cg was on evangelism. was of great help to us.
aft cg we had game session!
super fun n funnie..
sheena's der overall winner!! wow!
she won ben n jerry's ice-cream coupon!
i want!! HAHAHA
der uno splam machine went through lotsa torturing n abuse.. gagaga.. thx linda n her game set.
wad a time of fellowship! :D

n sisca, linda n me finally told sis kaixin abt jolin.
stone removed frm our hearts.
glad tat jolin is all well n gd now.

i finally told sis kaixin abt my visions.
i plucked up zillions of courage n told her these..
last wk, i had these vision.
by 18 yrs old, i'll be a cg helper.
by 19 yrs old, i'll be a cg leader.
by 20 yrs old, i'll be in a bible sch student wit prisca.
(prisca's der only person who knew it bfore anyone.)

OKAY.
since i joined ogl n got commited in sit club,
(couple of mths ago)
ive been experiencing so much of spirtual dryness.
even until my event's finished. (BandzOut 0/07)
n i rem-ed clearly.
during der neos camp,
lotsa anointing frm God to everyone;
words, thoughts n visions were placed into ppl's mind.
comforts, assurances n love were put into hearts of ppl.

me in neos camp?
yes i cried. i was feelin so dry inside out.
felt no love n no anionting,
i wanted surrender to tiredness n flesh.
i wanted to give up. so badly.
n all tat i heard was
"obey the ten commandments.
n u will be rised to be der head n not der tail."
it repeated for 2 times?
BUT.
i was hungry for more.
but it stopped there, no more anything frm Him.
i was greedy, i was hungry.
i wanted more anointing but there wasnt.
i knew i nid to tok to someone .

i chose prisca.
(sis kaixin was busy wit accounts tat time.)
we went aside for a heart-to-heart tok.
though short,
she gave me an advice.
"shan. dont give up. kp on prayin. im sure he'll ans u someday"
a very common advice tat can be given
by any tom, dick n henry who's in church.
n der fact is, i knew it already.
but i jux nid someone to tell me, to stand by me.
so i didnt give up.
i kpt on prayin hard.
prayin for a word, a vision, an anointing.
over MONTHS.
(notice: its not HOURS nor DAYS. its MONTHS.)
n yes! hallelujah!
tis day came!

it was last wk.
when i was already tired of speakin in tongues
during worship,
couldnt confess n surrender anymore to God,
for i already gave my all,
sth stirred in me,
tellin me not to stop.
or shld i say i felt sth inside me,
"commanded" me to continue.
i jux went wit der flow.
trusting der holy sprits n guided by em,
slowly, thoughts flowed in.
thoughts of
"wad is my calling in life? wad am i in the church?"
den followed by scenes, faces of ppl.
i saw myself a cg helper, helpin out wit seats in church.
i heard i was 18 by den.
n i saw myself a cg leader.
i heard it was me at 19!
n den, i saw prisca n me wit sch of theology tag ard our necks!
tears flowed out. immediately.
n more came in.

tat was how i got my vision.
blurred by so real.

i asked myself now.
if on that day,
i decided to get tired n give in to my flesh,
will i still have der opportunity to witness der vision?

frens n ppl,
if u ever come to my blog today n read this,
pls, kp prayin for a word, a thought n a vision.
i believe tat christian life is not only
abt seekin refudge frm God
when u're attcked by der devil,
be it anger, bitterness, resentment or shames.
its oso abt leading a life wit visions n aims.

i understand tat ppl might sae tat
this is only a vision. might not be true.
i might be tinkin too much.
but no satan!
im goin to rch for der moon!
i always sae this to myself:
even if i dont rch der moon, i'll land on der stars.
sth's diff now.
ive got full empowerment of my LORD.
n wit Him empowering me,
i believe He's goin to carry me not only to der moon.
but to all der planets in der space!

n thk God for giving prisca her vision too.
she got a word frm God.
im a harvestor of God's kingdom,
shes of eternal value to Him,
and we'll be in bible sch by 20 to 21 yrs old.
yes we will in Jesus name!
n wad's der best ting,
prisca's n my visions r linked n tele-ed!
we gotta really strive for God's kingdom*

i might still be a young christian.
but im definitely a strong one!
I AM.
gonna hold on. gonna press on.
gonna equip myself wit lotsa God's words.
i noe it'll be tough, there'll be resistance.
but i can!
not for days, not for mths n not for yrs.
but till eternity!

my confessions:
Father, indeed i'll swim to my visions.
i will not exchange for sth else
tats lesser than u n deceptive.
i will carry the cross daily
n press on to der upward call of mine.
amen. :)

:)
n lastly, i had sth special wit jolin.
i qn-ed myself. how can i help jolin?
help jolin to draw closer to God, understand Him?
how how how?
haas. aft some self-tinking i finally noe wad!
before i can help her change her life,
i mux first accept her.
n ive already accepted her as wad she is.

hmm.
jolin had to wake up at 5am everyday for work.
i told her to call me once she woke up.
im gonna make it to her a habit
of sayin gd mornin to God n Jesus,
n saying a small simple night prayer for Jesus :)

hmm.
will slowly teach her a few simple n useful
english terms tat can be used in prayers.
hope tat she can understand n
she can pray herself aft tat one wk.
err.. its one wk cos,
it'll be a mental torture to me if its long term..
LOL.. its 5am not 11am aftall.. :s
haas..
lets grow tog!

making a difference
wont you lord
take a look at our hands
everything we have
use it for your plans
wont you lord
take a look at our hearts
mould it, refine it
as you set us apart

we want to run to the alter
and catch the fire
to stand in the gap
between the living n the dead
give us a heart of comppassion
for a world w/o vision
we will make a difference
bringing hope....
to our land

we will answer the call
to build this church w/o walls
let your glory be shown
bring salvation to the lost, to the lost......

outro:
we will make a difference (*4)
bringing hope.....
to our land (*4)

*oh dear; i jux realised my entry's so so long :s
someone's supposed to wake me tmr mornin.
lets see if he rems.

2.38am

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