Sunday, April 30, 2006

LABOUR DAY.
LALALA..
dont nid meeting, dont nid go sch!
shuang!

later at 3pm, meeting prisca.
goin orchard shoppin!
mother might be joinin us.
:D:D:D:D:D

a thousand yrs since
i last really shopped.

tmr's will be meeting jessie up!
FINALLY :D
later mux buy her bdae present.
GOSH.
im broke.
seriously broke.

n oh ya. got prob..
tmr 2-4pm got lesson in sch
is very impt de.
n 6pm got bandzout meeting,
oso in sch.
HOW?
timing all clash.

but it jess's 18th bdae can?
how can i miss it?
:((
gimme solution now.


12.51pm

9:41 PM

acc mother for breakfast today.
:D:D:D:D:D
happy~
ah! im so unfilial can.
its only until today den i realised
its been a really long time since
my mother n i sit down for breakfast.
:((
feel so bad.
its lyk.. so near yet so far.

ive decided!
frm tmr onwards,
i'll make der effort to
acc my father n mother more
at least for their meals.
:))
if not i worry tat lighting
might strike upon me. :s

went for cg today.
dressed really shagged.
wore a plain hangten tee n skirt only.
den, i realised i gotta perform
in dance n cheer today.
its der first preview can.
oh my gosh.
luckily bel lent me her shorts.
n my dance steps r in a mess n
THANK GOD!
im standing at der first row!!
GOSH! LOL.
but okay lah.
im only blur.
not to der extend of throw face.
will do better next round. :]

aft tat, its already ard 6.15pm le.
im meeting a5c 6.30pm at causeway
obviously, im late.
but taigor is oso late.
so i meet her at city hall
bfore meetin der rest tog.

aft meeting der gers,
we went to mos burger for dinner.
sadly, due to lack of seats,
5 of us squeeze in 1 small table tog.
somewad pathetic
but
i die die oso wan to have dinner there.
HAHAHA.
had a great time catchin up
wit one another's life.
:D:D:D:D:D

we took neoprints today!
wah.. LONG LONG time
since i last take neoprints.
nostagic feelin.
i really miss my gers.
they're der best. :)
n oso, kehluh got new hp.
same as jess n lish de.

ohs;
n on der way back home,
james told me benghwee's
comin bac to srv next sat!!
YEAH. hahaha.. :D:D:D
PRAISE LORD.

my regret for der day:
i shld haf dressed up a lil
:s
or at least,
contact lens n nicer tee.


11.46pm

8:23 AM

Friday, April 28, 2006

now reading through
colin n kero de blog.
der 2 gays..
n on fone wit vincent.
he so bad lor. eeyer other ppl. :s
HMPFS.
least expected, tey're so sweet can.
but seriously,
its still wrong to gay.
social n religions mentality.

their link:
http://www.colinandkero.blogspot.com

ohs. i feel lyk havin a tamagochi.
asked shiying, judy tey all
if tey wan to own one.
they commented HARSHLY.
LOL..
sent me laughing.

imagine i say this during lecture,
"ah! my baby's hungry! i nid to feed him"
OMGOSH!!
sounds so wrong can..
LOL.


1.29am

10:05 AM

SABRINA;
im blogging.
:]

afternoon was crap!
i missed my maths lessons
went mac to do proposal n designs
wit ain n hairul.
machiam giant lightbulb.
AND,
imagine i slept at der bench
outside der lecture hall for 2 hrs can?
OMGOSH. im too tired to move le..
slp at 5am, wake at 6am lor.
its one hr slp only.
according to rach n ain,
i was lyk a dead log outside der lecture.
so wrong! FAINT.
:s

oh oh ya!
lunch, i ate brownies wit ice-cream n salad.
FATtening lunch can.
dinner ate mac set wit sundae.
im goin on diet frm tmr!!
i mean it okay. :s

haiiya. haven got a chance
to teach kiafang der cheer..
she so cute can.. LOL

AH!
DAMN!
haven handed in my maths hmk!
cham.... :(

tey're painting xtreme venture de props.
i wanted to help.
but seems lyk nver ending
mixing of colours..
(yuanching n xiaowei shld understand.)
LOL.
so okay lah. i nver help much at all.

watched some videos of
previous ogl n exocs events..
aft tat supposed to be
boring chat sessions.
but den later dunno is sharon or andrew
suggested we shld start wit
craps n lame jokes.
i cracked a few.
was really lame until
tey wan to bash me up.
LOL.

aft tat went in der "high" stage.
playing black magic, fadh's game etc
when all of us are lyk....
so high, u noe? (imagine.....)
everybody's lyk so funny n excited.
still got wad trading answer.
was really fun.. hahaha

HMPFS.
tmr donating blood.
T-T
weishan's donating blood.
i repeat.
weishan's donating BLOOD.
GOD, bless me wit all der courage
of der world PLS.


11.58pm

8:43 AM

Thursday, April 27, 2006

in sch now.
i rch sch at 8.35am today can..
super early for me already.
its a GOOD START :D
but, i super no strength now.
imagine i dun even haf der strength
to brush my teeth in der morning :s
super pathetic right?
WAIT.
i brushED my teeth this morning. :)


now listening to der tutor teach.
dunno wad she's craping.
OMGOSH.
tis module looks tough.
cannot concentrate at all..
faints.

OHS; ain jux came in to class..
she late too. HAHAHA.
she wans me to gif her design
in 1/2 hrs time.
how is it possible?!
mama....

SIGH.
stress can?
nver mind..
i work better under stress!
:D:D:D:D:D


9.46am

5:56 PM

Monday, April 24, 2006

CRAP!
i jux rched home n logged into msn.
everyone's lyk so pessimistic.
im sad enough le..
n all der nicks r lyk even sadder than me.
what's goin on wit der world??

all ppl's nick are lyk..
--why am i on this earth?
--trying very hard to wash away der pain.
--let me die. im worthless anyway.. unwanted.
ALAMAK..


12.23am

8:23 AM

now havin lesson.
night class until 8.30pm.

im so sad now can.
tutor's teaching, im blogging.
everyone's so attentive. except me.
:((
anyway, thx rach for always being wit me.
later im stayin over in sch to do proposal.
ah! theodore haven send me security list!

btw, yiling msged me tat she n arthur break le.
arthur sae e no longer loves her.
wad is goin on wit der world?!
everything's so wrong.

jux receive ivy's msg.
yes. haven been meetin up angel5clan up.
n even andrea's clique, im missin.
so many times we wanted meet.
but always got ting cock up.


8.20pm

4:59 AM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

4.02am now.

turnin blind soon.
eyes have been scanning into der LCD
for dunno how many hrs.
can even see pixels frm lcd screen.

feelin so so emo right now.
plus all der sad sad songs..

eh hello;
i cant believe sch've reopened.
haven been tokin much wit der gers.
maybe cos of bandzout event,
have been hanging out more
wit rach's grp.

anyways,
tues goin tongyi's hse bake cheescake.
yeah!
this time all der gers can make it.
i cfm jelinda will overslp again.
:x did i jux prophesy sth -ve?
haas.


12.42am

12:34 PM

DAMN.
i wanted to blog de.
BUT
samantha jux passed down msg.
mux do a poster n gif to her by tmr 10am.
how abt my beauty slp?!!
aint it obvious tat we cant
possibly wake at 7am to do posters?
at least need an hr or 2 wad..
plus tmr got sch sia.
ohhhh.. my beauty sleeeeep..


2.46am

11:23 AM

Friday, April 21, 2006

munching bananas now.
saddened.
for some gd reasons.

not feelin very right.

these few days im hyper active can.
but sth is wrong.
really. sth is jux very wrong wit me.
im not happy at all can?
my laughter's not frm heart.
why am i lyk this?

jux now i was wit wilfred, ain n rach.
i was spinning my head off
at der centre of blkL lvl 6 can?
i appeared so happy.
machiam jux won lottery.
but im not.
im duper sad lor.

bandzout facing slight problems.
still a lil worried for jennifer.
hope everything can be resolved by tmr.
shld i get sth for her?
as in, sth sweet? :/


1.23am

7:53 AM

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

WAHAHAHA
now inside com lab.
finally a lesson for me to use com.

later goin off for club crawl.
bfore tat, im to meet andy for lunch.

LALALA.
ytd night kp downloading fonts
until 3+am den slp.
n tis mornin missed a couple of lessons.
OHS.
reb told me shes got chix pox tis morning.
good luck for her. its der 2nd time le can?
LOL..


11.42am

10:03 PM

ytd ain came my hse overnight
to do a large poster.

its very nice to me.
eh. hard work okays?
im proud of it!

tmr dunno still wan go club crawl or nots..
got excuse letter..
BUT, lesson oso impt.
last sem results's already so horrifying le.
tis sem really nid buck up.

ohs. today's 1st day of club crawl.
eh! so fun.
lol.

james jux told me sth great.
mario n him finally okay le. :DD
really happie for em..


1.56am

7:21 AM

Sunday, April 16, 2006

aint bananas dipped in nutella yummy?
im havin em right now.
completed a bunch of bananas.
proceeding to 2nd bunch.

yaya. im upset LAH.
jux yelled all out to alvin
couple of mins ago.
LOL. he can make me laugh.
i was flaring at him n guess wad?
he reminded me not to forget
a frenster testimonier for him.

dun understand
y ppl mux be so fake,
y ppl mux badmouth one another.

i jux got suan by
tis sarcastic freeeeeeeeak.
arghh!!
he's askin me tis stupid qn
tat he noes der ans.
n main pt is to SUAN me.
forget it.
he's forgiven frm now on.

today i overslept.
late for 4hrs of lesson.


2.39am

10:02 AM

Saturday, April 15, 2006

1.43am now.
JUST REACH HOME.

so tired.
todays an okay day lah..
actually in aftnoon
i somewhat disappointed amos.
cos my freshies all last min
cannot meet us.
hmpfs. n got miscom LOR.
long story.

btw, easter's drama was great. :D
im lovin my Jesus more.

now. der eight of us.
anders, rachel, daphne, vincent,
lynn, amos, eza, weishan.
we went for dinner at raffles city.
its junk food again. arghh! LOL.
there were all sorts of craps comin out.
anders classify em as "efforts"
vincent laughed until tears kept flowing out.
so funnie.

aft tat eza n me went to buy cake for amos.
count him lucky.
shop haven closed.
we're der last customers for der day.
wait wait wait.
for ur info, we PLEADED for cakes.
cos tey already kp
all their cakes in fridge le.
hehs; if im not wrong,
it's choco exodus.
everything's a surprise aftall.
not even der rest noe it. LOL.
anyway, der cake is so nice can?
somemore got biskit layer.
yummy!

aft der celeb, we stayed
for quite sometime to chat again.

n aft everyting,
ard 11+pm,
eza n me went to meet yitjing.
our emo one.
HAHAHA
der rest went home first.
we discussed n chatted on some
rather "personal" ideas n stuffs.
n yuan lai
my 1st impression for
yitjing n eza is an ah lian can?

ohs. we called amos at 12+am
n sang him a bdae song.
:D
specially frm me, yitjing n eza!

one more ting.
leon tried to prank call me.
using another no.
yitjing was so smart tat he exposed him!
LOL.
poor leon.
FAILED.

okays. back to topic.
3 of us got really emo n crappy.
chatted till ard 1am..
den walked a couple of streets
to find toilets.
aft tat we shared cab home.

THATS ALL.

supposed to haf lotsa pics..
BUT; haven load. LOL.

lastly;
HAPPY BDAE AMOS!


1.53am

10:43 AM

Friday, April 14, 2006

♠ BandzOut 2006/07♠

okays. im now in der event bandzout.
im in der pub team. :]
my ic is ain. partner's rachel.

its a drastic change.
frm an ic to a normal team mem..
in der lab,
i heard some past ic commenting
der new system
n several were rather saddened
maybe not used to changes.
HMPFS.
guess tats wad it takes to be a follower.

today i went smu. by cab. $16.40.
@#^#$%^$#%#@#%#$
tat uncle drove me to dunno where
den turn here turn there den turn back.
cost me so much.
n in der end im still late. :s

had a nice time fellowshiping wif der ppl.
sis ma discipled her cgm abt alter call,
on how n wad to pray aft ppl
accepted jesus christ etc.
glad to be there. LOL. at least i learnt sth fresh.
:]

met prisca today. woots. FINALLY.
went dinner wif prisca, esther n daryl.
shared a lot.. until 9+pm.
den i went for a few rounds of strolling alone.
n i jux wan to be quiet n alone at tat time.
feelin so empty inside. :((
reached home at 11+pm.


12.46am.

10:27 PM

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

back frm chalet ytd.
overall was okay..

bought bikini wif lynn n yc.
(prisca, i'll still buy 1 more set wif u :])
bbq food not enough
got more food

aft tat i chiong to meet my freshies..
:DD HEH HEH
our program flow:
1) kbox until 6pm
johnny sings well. (claps*)
leon only know 8 words n
he challenged a rap song. LOL.
2) nydc for deserts
quite ex. sent $80+ jux for ie-creams.
means 1 person $12+
3) shopping
went shopping LOR.


my freshies complain tat im darkened.
how i feel sia.. LOL.

for today,
HAPPY BDAE THEODORE
happy sentosa-ing! :D


1.09am

6:49 PM

Friday, April 07, 2006

take a look at them.


12.54am

8:34 PM

im glad we're done and over with!
:D

1.04am

9:57 AM

time check: 12.24am.
i jux reached home.
today's der last day of orientation.
very tired.
but i die oso wan to blog.

today's relaxing for der other OGLs
but very hectic for all the finale crew.

guess wad?
0610 attendance is FULL!!
delighted~
:D:D:D:D:D

all der backstage ppl,
its so fun.
though its der last time,
it stays in my memory FOREVER.

hmpfs.
for today,
i helped em make-up.
sorrie chuan lim!
i make greenie looked lyk a gay.
sorrie mike!
i make blues look lyk a prisoner.
AO! (alvin ong)
u better e grateful.
u looked more handsome wit my make-up okays!
nurse missy n doc cruz,
u look pretty today!
granny!
u too, u looked great.

bfore everything,
AO already cried.
peeping der dance through
der backstage windows,
we felt so touched.
its US. der ogls.
we taught em der dance. its doin so well.
i jux felt so.. touched oso.

i rem bfore i acted,
i guarantee my actor mates tat
i'll do a good starting for em.
i did it!
PRAISE LORD.
:D:D:D:D:D

n wen im acting, der 1st scene,
i forgot my lines can?
thx to leon.
he shouted my real name out of der blue.
i said "oh shit. hmpfs..
wad shld i sae to wake him up?"
LOL. its not in der script lor!
is i forgot my lines can....

aft der skit,
im der first one to cry.
bfore tey intro sm cheryl,
i already die half-way le.
heart-broken. so touched can?
its really..
OH MY GOD tat moment.
i cried lyk nobody's business on stage
that moment.
I WILL NEVER FORGET.
suddenly,
everything jux flows out of my mind..
all der hugs we hugged,
all der tears we cried,
all der smiles we fake at der saddest pt,
all der encourgements we said,
all der laughters we hearted out,
all der sweat we dropped n dripped,
all der effort we put in,
all der sun-burnt skin we get at lvl 6,
all der scoldings we tot we dont deserve,
all der tough treatments,
all der quotas to print proposals,
all der vulgars we cursed,
all der macdonalds we had eaten.
all der amk S11 days.
all der disagreements,
all der ic meetings,
all der debriefing sessions,
all der games trial runs,
all der contigency times,
all der skit trial runs,
all der reporting strength times,
all der prop making days.
all der MIT ogls,
all der DET ogls,
all der EI ogls,
all der IT ogls,
all der BI ogls,
all der games ogls,
all der logistic ogls,
all der crowd control ogls,
all der publications ogls,
all der finale ogls,
all der actors team,
all der in-charges,
all der senoirs,
all der diplomas,
all der departments,
THANK YOU.
for givin me all these memories.
its enough already.
im grateful to all of u. :]

oh yah. n aft everything,
i was saddened.
my class all went back.
nver even take grp pic.
i was so disheartened can.. :(
n i cried for another 2 hr plus..
machiam tap water hose cannot close lyk tat..

n later, leon tey all gave me a call.
ask me go amk meet em.
tis is wen i felt more comforted.
though not whole class,
at least 1/2 grp. :)
yitjing, amos n me went there by cab.
tey had lunch at kfc.
den tey wen k-pool aft tat.
:)) den we got meetings n debriefs.
so yitjing n me went bac sch.
tat amos ran home.
stupid home! qi si wo. LOL.

mass debrief was great.
we played concentration, crapped etc.
tey made rayson stand to
clarify our relationship can?!
so funnie LOR.
anyway, bsides tat, everything was great.
n i rem i lost my file.
there're 6 cards inside,
printed $1 million on each card.
SAD. :(( sorry sue n xavier.
i got u nothing..
EH wait!
i rem. i got make tags for em.
der whole ic team n games departments.
HOLY!
i slpt at 3.30am last nite
n wake at 6 in morning.

thx sue for der yellow smiley card (tag)
it perks me up wen im down.
thx sue AND xavier for der
monopoly model n tag.
(i finally rem ur name!
is XAVIER. not XIAVER :D)
thx MIT senoirs who gave us
der coca-cola n suit card.
thx anders n kelvin for poker cards.
n thx al lollipops n chocolates!!
:D:D:D:D:D

MIT had a great time.
it rained heavily at lvl 6.
so tey presented their gifts for us.
we moved to lvl 2 to cheers n celebrate!
yeah. COCA-COLA~

aft tat i went off early
for department meeting
which is games meeting.
had a nice time chatting.
xavier lah! kick him arh!
play dunno wad game..
true or dare*
sot de. ask me very qns lyk..
pick 3 ogls n 3 senoirs guys u prefer.
blah blah blah.
i said yankai,bobby n xavier.
LOL.. so funnie can.
cos only 3 chi tat strike me tat time.

aft tat is der ic meeting.
at lvl5. had photo-taking sessions.
had a nice time sharing views.
okay.
i wan comment der ic team.
i learnt a lot frm there.
serious.
i wan to thk all der ics who
have been through
thick n thin tog wit me.
i appreciate all der efforts.
n i tink tis ic team is a really gd team.
simply cos we perform n
show gd results.

rayson didnt stay for der last ic meeting.
very NICE of him.
i noe where he go lah.
but i'll jux pretend i dunno. :]
JERK.

n ending der day,
we had dinner at s11 foodcourt.

thks for der honey water.
(i got 7 in total!! i felt so loved! THX.)
thks for der strepsils.
(countless. THANKS OGLS!)
thks for der cards.
(u know who u are.. :) thx.)
thks for der letters.
(11 letters/notes in total.
all those who played in MIT
angel n motel game de, THANKS!!)
thks for der encouragements.
(almost 3/4 of der ogls)

YOU PEOPLE ROCKS.
i have no chance to say thx to u all..
kinda ps......
i wont forget all these de.
we shall store der best memories
in our hearts foreva!







weishan salutes all SIT OGLs 2006


1.46am

9:25 AM

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

today is a mux blog arh!
die le oso mux blog one.
FIRST DAY of orientation sia
our big day.
HEY! im finally an ogl okays?
FINALLY seh....
im an official OGL okays!
dont play play arh..

tis mornin was duper touched.
when i saw so many ppl
comin up frm escalator,
i felt so.. emo.
and of course, tired.

ytd bulk into mike's hse.
only me, rayson n alvin.
his hse is not easy to go in seh..
mux climb mountain one.
not lying. damn long n tough lor!
haas. n ohs,
rayson cooked maggi mee at midnight.
die die wan me eat. :s
alvin smart lah.
go buy fried kwey tiao.
i was so tired.
but i did all der dishes aft eating.
if i nver forget,
we slept for only 3 hrs.

okay.
took cab to sch in morning.
gotta rch at 6am mah.
i rem olive acc me to der toilet.
tat time, i looked so stupid.
w/o ear studs, w/o tying hair,
w/o contact lens.... im jux shag.
im lyk perfect nuts.

LOL.
when everything starts,
i helped out wit fad in der cc in audi..
everything turned out gd.
saw our senoir's skit.
i believe tat our skit
will be better than our senoirs!!
so all actor mux JIAYOU! :D

THANKS PEOPLE.
thank you OGLs..

tis mornin another person gave me honey drink
guess hu? is lynn okays!
der one frm DIT.
ahhh! im so touched.. :]

today very stressed.
dunno y lehs.. :((
i cry damn easily recently..
haiiya..
later protray to ppl tat
weishan's so weak.
cham.
actually is NOT okays?
really. mux believe me.
its really pms.

i got a class of ah lian n ah beng.
really demoralised. :(
all so not active de.
OHS.
tey complained tat
concentration is a stupid game.
i was lyk.. WHAT THE..
i almost went bonkers.
but i hid my TRUE feelings.
ahhh! how could they gif such comments?!
tat is so hurting can?
der games department have been
working real hard n they graded us fail :(
HOW I FEEL SIA?
so disappointed.
n my class got smokers.
its really out of control.
but i hung on. :)
cos i noe yitjng, farhana n amos r wit me.
tog, we gonna change der class!
hmpfs..
wonder how will be der attendance tmr..
will i have a full class attendance..?
will i?

ANYWAY,
im gonna be stronger than ytd :D
yawns. tmr another tough day!

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!

i got to work on tmr's agenda.
there's slight prob wit today.
today's green tee day.
tmr will be white! :]
nver carry cam wit me ard today.
tmr i shall bring it ard.
God bless tmr's a better day! :]


1.20am

8:16 AM

Sunday, April 02, 2006

two more days to orientation..
so fast.. :s

made lotsa gd frens over there..
really had lotsa fun n laughter..
learnt a lot.
THANK YOU ppl.

wen sisca hse in mornin..
by cab.

went to trim my hair.
cos my hair was no difference frm grass.
aft tat went to meet shireen.
she tested me word power..
SAD. im so disappointed wif myself.
i scored craps.
i forgot everything!! mama....

justin sent me home.
n he crapped all der way.


12.48am

9:25 AM